[M4M] 30 I need a dominant man to help me accept I might be gay
Im a half white/half Latino guy who used to be straight, at least I genuinely think/thought I was…
But after some experiences with dominant and controlling men (quite a long story) who pushed me in a variety of ways over a long period of time now I’m struggling with being unsure about my sexuality…
They managed to get me do things I never would thought I would have done, and they managed to make me love it. It’s fucked up my head and I feel torn between who I used to be and who I might be becoming. The more I end up thinking about men the harder it seems to get for me to be as turned on by the women I’m attracted to which makes me wonder if it means I’m getting to wanting women less? (even my dream women).
I don’t think I’m bi, this feels like a 100% one way or the other situation for me and It’s hard to process/admit. More and more over time it seems like all I can end up thinking about is cock and about being with a masculine man. But I’m still too torn/nervous to fully process/accept it.
I truly think I might need a dominant man in my life to push me and over time see where it goes with all this….
So please any dominant men, I need you, I need you to make me give in to exploring even more and let you destroy whatever sliver of straightness I have left…. Please help me process/accept that I might be 100% gay
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