[M4f] Shame spirals for broken girls
The first mistake people make is thinking you’re a person. I’m sure you act like one in public, and do a good enough job most people fall for it. But we both know the truth. The second you’re alone again you're right back here, fingers buried in your sloppy cunt, scrolling through the most vile, misogynistic shit you can find, edging yourself stupid while you whisper “yes, yes, yes” to things no real person would ever say out loud.
The truth is this right here is the real you. You aren’t a person at all. You’re an object for your betters to abuse, humiliate and toy with. And an object has no rights, no name and no say in what happens to it.
Let’s talk about the things that make you sink and spiral, the ones that leave you curled up in a ball, heart hammering, throat closing, cunt inexplicably throbbing. Consider it… therapy. The only kind that can help you.
Do you have panic attacks? Perfect. I want to trigger them on purpose, watch you gasp and shake and sob, that expose you for the helpless animal you are because terror makes you leak.
Cry easily? Good. I don’t want pretty little tears. I want the kind where your face swells and your mascara runs black down your cheeks and you’re blabbering “I’m sorry, I’m sorry” for no reason at all. And I want you to hate how hard you cum while you’re still choking on your own tears.
Can’t say no? Can’t stand up for yourself? Even better. I want the girl who apologizes when someone else bumps into her. The one who lets people cut in line, who says “it’s fine” when it’s not, who folds the second anyone raises their voice. I’m going to push every one of those soft, spineless buttons until you’re trembling and mute, until the word “no” feels like a foreign language in your mouth.
Do you hate how wet and weak you get when you’re put in your place and made to feel like an inferior piece of meat? That filthy fucking mess you make between your legs doesn’t lie. Your body knows exactly what you need even if your brain doesn’t want to admit it. Deep down you’re nothing but a self-lubricating fleshlight, born to crawl on all fours and be stamped on, repeatedly, until you stop fucking squirming and your mind and body break.
I want to dig around in that messed up little head of yours and find your weak spots, the things that trigger you, the secrets you keep from your therapist. Come show me how pathetic you are. I promise I can make you worse…
Looking for discussion, not roleplay. Bonus points if you’re in a relationship or otherwise shouldn’t even be here.