Spiritual experiences on LSD?
Just saying this is my first time on reddit so if I'm breaking some unspoken rules pls tell me,,,
I feel like tabs brought me closer to God because ever since I was a child I was told from hand readings that I had a guardian angel looking over me, apparently my mother also had one looking over her and I would always believe this bc both her and I have had a bunch of near death situations especially in childhood and angels are almost like a motif in my life.
For context I'm a rlly big 2hollis fan and before taking lsd I watched a video about his experience on shrooms (very good yt video if you search up 2hollis shrooms you'll prob find it) and how in the making of his album 'white tiger' he was in like a 10 day psychosis non-stop making the album, and everytime he would freak out he would see a white tiger. My perspective of this was it was some strange coping mechanism mixed with how he was obsessed with hallucinogens at the time but after experiencing tabs I feel very different.
So since my 2hollis "obsession" is like a joke amongst my friends and I (don't kill me for that, he's like my Justin Bieber except I'm not some stalker) we were saying white tiger a bunch, listening to the album and acting stupid, furiously drawing white tigers and writing it in books, after a few hours just saying "white tiiiigerr" instead of real responses or conversation (reference to a funny niche stupid tiktok series abt ug n hyperpop artists) we were also saying how if we were bugs we would be this or that, just acting silly as people probably do on lsd for the first time ever. So, white tiger and spiritual animals were kinda stuck in my head right; keep that in mind.
After a long but very enjoyable night, the sun was rising and my friends wanted to sleep (obv it's hard to sleep while on lsd but I have diagnosed insomnia and they don't so ig they aren't used to being awake all night and high energy?) I went to the bathroom to change into clothes to sleep in since I was at my friend's house and I had a very spiritual experience of just staring at myself nude in the mirror for ages and thinking all crazy like "the white tiger is in all of us I am the white tiger" (ik this sounds hysterical and cliche I'm sorry).
After this not only am I a lot more confident with my body, but also I realised that the white tiger for Hollis was like his guardian angel while he was in psychosis, now I kinda see the white tiger that "is inside all of us" like the holy spirit? Idk but for some reason this rlly confirmed my belief in all the stuff abt guardian angels and given me some insight on the side of Christianity that's more than just "be a good person and pray sometimes"?
Clearly I don't know much about the more spiritual side of Christianity or lsd so please please please drop some random facts, thoughts, similar experiences or insight 🙏