This post is directly from my Master domme whose task I failed to complete today. She will choose the worst punishment from the comments.
There's never much space for casual thrill seekers participants in intimate femdom. most often either the male partner or the bull are short sighted/ selfish. it's important to remember that her superiority exceeds any bull even though she feels subby and slutty for the 'better' man, making the bf watch. this hierarchy dynamic where I (bf) am the bottom most level is my only concern. the rest is all a play where both the bull and i have roles to perform and serve Her needs to satisfaction. bulls whose attitude is about "getting" girls and closer cucks who regret and doubt themselves after its over are true losers for their own greed.
Im often an afterthought in our dynamic and I absolutely prefer that. Yes, cheat on me because I was travelling for work. I'm lucky to be teased with it over text. Cuck me just because your gym trainer hit on you once. Blindfold me and make me lick your vanilla friend's feet to giggle and explore safely. Use me, Im eager to serve.
When we were together, our sex got dull sometimes naturally. she teased the idea of me arranging steamy playdates for her, and being an eager, obedient pleaser- I made it my job. got her hot lingerie (single string thongs, see through) that she wouldnt wear for me. drove her over, waited outside while she made out with the guy. she sent me photos. then invited me in to warm her up, but I got sent back again. I started having second thoughts but she walked over to the car shortly after. she didn't fuck him but getting kissed after she blew a guy made me so hard there was no going back. the true reward? her fun.
(this involved consenting adults) I learned that being a man who is confident in his fluidty and open to truly curious experiences is fairly uncommon. it certainly shocked my ex who is an experienced, kinky domme. one of our convos went from her telling me about forced-bi, me sharing about my school hostel days of exploring with a few guys (fun but it wasn't for me) to her suggesting a hookup with her other sub who she thought was a little homophobic (afraid, not prejudiced) to playfully fuck with us both for her fun. I told her Im not into it naturally but might explore in the future. she knows my boundaries and this wasn't one. a few hours later (after checking with him) she ordered me to drive over, suck and swallow a guy she knew well- who ended up overly enthusiastic for someone who had never tried it with another man. she incentivized me cunningly yet sweetly, wielding her power for a reward I could earn only if I pleased her. she was pleased when I surprised her with a short video of the car meet-up.
(this involved consenting adults) I learned that being a man who is confident in his fluidty and open to truly curious experiences is fairly uncommon. it certainly shocked my ex who is an experienced, kinky domme. one of our convos went from her telling me about forced-bi, me sharing about my school hostel days of exploring with a few guys (fun but it wasn't for me) to her suggesting a hookup with her other sub who she thought was a little homophobic (afraid, not prejudiced) to playfully fuck with us both for her fun. I told her Im not into it naturally but might explore in the future. she knows my boundaries and this wasn't one. a few hours later (after checking with him) she ordered me to drive over, suck and swallow a guy she knew well- who ended up overly enthusiastic for someone who had never tried it with another man. she incentivized me cunningly yet sweetly, wielding her power for a reward I could earn only if I pleased her. she was pleased when I surprised her with a short video of the car meet-up.
been a successful corporate leader and running my own consulting business simultaneously for few years. control and compliance in business takes up most of my waking attention. before I learned I liked switching- I first flirted with the idea of giving up sexual control to a powerful woman who would completely take over me. to be told what to do, for me to simply serve, obey and follow. it has been intoxicating since and I like being made to feel like a completely useless, inferior man and even a beta loser who deserves nothing. is it normal?
served as a sub in two long term relationships- one involving switching, one pure femdom. I come with some self-awareness about what I want and how I function in these arrangements.
looking for:
• A Domme or couple interested in a freeuse/cuck dynamic
• Open to FLR as a framework
• Proximity matters: based in Gurgaon, prefer someone local or nearby
About me:
• 28M, working professional (consulting)
• Experienced sub, not new to this
• No interest in findom, looking for genuine dynamic, not transactional
• Prefer something ongoing over one-time arrangements