u/emilihassomuchrabies

btw this is just for asking. When i say really think I mean

- think if you've changed any

- what major life choices have been affected by it

- has it made you more or less caring

- why do you use it exactly, its never just "chasing a high"

- with that do you do anything to keep yourself safe or not repeat the actions of past users

- if you found out your kid was using it, how would you respond

- how does it make you feel

- are you answering from a true objective perspective or are you trying to counteract an idea you once had about it

- is whst youve been told about drugs or meth affecting your answer or how you view it

• whst is your perception of an addict? what do you think of them

- how do you see yourself

- what do you think is the reason meth exists and the fact humans can interact with it

- do you see yourself as an addict

• is there any moral issue with drug addiction

• what is addiction and what makes an addict

• do you purposely tell yourself you aren't because you consider that as a sign to stop immediately

- are you happy with life right now and feel fulfilled

I'll also answer if anyone asks if it'll help you/if you aren't sure and want help interpreting. This is more for my own entertainment but it also is meant for you, knowing this stuff is important :)

or let's be freinds if we have the same interests!

anyone else it can be literally anything, ask me why it's a crystal, how is it different from adderall, even philosophical stuff like why it exists. At the end of the day you more you understand the drug the safer you can be! and if I end up not knowing I get to learn sumn new

basically ive noticed that if i choose to take a break but still have the option to use whenever I want i barely get any withdrawal and feel comfortable in a way. But if I run out and have to wait I then get absolutely feiny and get the worst headaches and absolutely loose my shit for a good 24 hours. It might be important to mention my roa is oral, I would theoretically iv but I considered it to be not worth the high, if that says anything abt my dosage and tolerance. I'm also open to answer any questions

Question is why does this happen? Is it about stress and the sudden constant shifting in chemicals fucking with me? I'm also open to it just being placebo and me wanting it to be worse than it is so it manifests as such. I know usually it's second option but I'm less trying to whine about how I can't quit (I used to do heroin and saying METH wd is anything to the point of being anything but inconvenient is retarded personally) but im more trying to understand what my brain is doing and how to make it more comfortable for myself

title explains most, but basically I tried zyns after always hating nicotine (I still hated it but it got me thinking about how quickly meth absorbs into our body like nicotine) and I was wondering if anyone had the same idea and howd you maje the pouch? how long did you leave it in for? howd you get past it burning you as a hcl salt? did it work in the way im expecting it to?