Dealing with insecurity
Hey everyone. Long time lurker here.
To provide some context (it was a verbal conversation so I cant prove it. If providing the context violates rule 5 though I’ll happily delete or edit the post), recently my girlfriend told me that her type is/was black men, though she of course still finds me very attractive. (I’m her first, so she doesn’t have any other experience though.)
To be honest when I heard that I was kind of in shock, since although I am into BBC, Ive never had that leak into real life before. To be honest, it has me feeling very confused and mixed emotions. I’m feeling kind of nervous and insecure, even though I know that its not like people only date their one type. Its more just that in the back of my mind I worry that I am the second choice that is being settled for. On top of that, it also has me feeling a bit horny, as well as embarrassed about being horny. Being cucked is not something I think I am interested in actually trying in real life, but this all has stuff running through my mind that is both scary and hot to me.
How do you guys deal with these feelings? Has anyone else gone through something similar before?