first time recording myself
i needed to share this lang i think hahaha. so i never recorded any audio of myself, most especially a video of myself. i am so embarrassed to do it actually and i'm not confident with my body. but last night i tried doing it (i have a reason to do it haha) and i think the feeling wasn't that bad as how i imagined. nag go with the flow lang ako e and hindi na inisip na mahihiya pa ako kasi ano pa? no one could see me anyway. 😂 i checked the video again and it made me want to record another one so i did. later on, i realized i love looking at my body. maybe sometimes inaatake ako ng insecurities ko but last night, i loved seeing my collarbones, my arms, and i love seeing myself grabbing my boobs. my boobs are average but i didn't expect it would fill and look good in my hands. i look soooo awkward in my video (parang someone na walang idea sa ginagawa niya) but because i had NO experience LOL. it's okay, i'll improve hahaha (and i hope the guy who received my videos liked it. but nonetheless, it's fine whatever his reaction after that haha).