u/jelliescake

I’ve started purposely gaining on my own about a year ago. By this I mean I’ve indulged in more cravings and urges and I’ve upped my portions to an scary degree lol

Main thing I have noticed is my BIG BELLY. I weighed myself today and I’m at 231lbs (YAY) and I’m standing at 5’1 so with that my fat really balls up on me.

When I’m in bed she not only is rounded she fluffs to the side, so moving positions or getting up from bed takes so much effort now. I have to take a deep breath and swing my body just to move.

Also when I’m sitting, I have noticed I can’t keep my legs together and be comfortable, I have to have them spread out so my belly can hang comfortably.

If I have to bend over for anything, I have to take a big deep breath and hold it because of how big my belly is, I can’t breathe if I bend over.

I love these changes and I love the fact that my weight is showing itself in my everyday life other than just my appearance and a number on the scale. I want to get to the point where I feel all the fat on me.

I’m really wanting to gain quickly, and I want to stretch my stomach to the point I can’t go one second without stuffing myself.

I want a partner whose main goal is to have more of me and to see me eat until I can’t move.

I’m at a loss on how to find a feeder. For those of you who have a good feeder/feedee relationship, who did you all meet? What’s the dynamic?

I really want to have someone as committed as me, and with that being said, I would eventually need them to take on caring for me since I plan to lose mobility if I can. Is it naive to think I can even find someone like this?

I, 22(F), have always been a big girl. I used to literally hate me and my fat until I fell down rabbit hole of videos of characters gaining wait quickly and I felt horny for the first time.

Since then, I’ve always had an image in my head of me growing and getting as big as I can be. I finally want to start. I also know I want someone to be in full control of the whole process.

I just want to be the body fed and growing. I want someone to decide what and when I eat. What I wear and what size I wear. I want my body to be someone else’s and they decide what I become.

I feel weird having this desire, and i genuinely don’t know where to start, I just know I really want this. Any advice or comments are welcome!!!