just told my GF
Heyy :)
I am a 22 y old m and for long time been a Crossdresser.
But have been doing it only privately and nobody knows about this side of me which I probably also will keep hidden. Expect now I wanted my Girlfriend to know ofc because I want her to know 100% of me and dont want to have any secrets keep hidden from her
I had this Cross dressing Interest since a teenager and started to dress at 15/16 and then gradually getting more and more clothes and I think I have a very decent collection of girl clothes now which I kept hidden under my bed.
Also of course this Fetisch evolved simultaneously and I started to buy my first toy with 17 and since then started to slowly experiment with anal play and developed bisexual interests.
I would consider me now a pansexual/bisexuality Man. But at first a just was very interested and focused on the male sexual organ ;)
I have also a decent toy collection now, which I also kept hidden under my bed (its not directly visible that the bed has some room for clothes so the question never came up)
But yeah I was still doing the crossdressing part regularly and I love to make pictures or videos of me doing it. I got veryyy much pictures of me but I dont want to post me online, and lowkey would feel bad/guilty posting sexual stuff of me online.
When I turned 18 i started to look for a first real experience with a man. I was really careful and nervous at first so it took a while before I had my first experience. I also made a post about my first experience and another post for my first time :)
So I skip forward to now.
I am a guy whose now very open about his Bisexuality and everyone knows i am bi.
My best friends also know that I had a few experiences with man and that I always was the bottom.
I also never had any experiences with women cause I was allways very careful and a little bit shy when it came to romantic stuff, i got many female close friends but never anything romantic or sexual. I was just waiting for the right one.
Who them came in the beginning of this year.
We started to date in February and since the beginning i stopped to meet Man. Thats completely fine for me and its not like I am missing it really. Of course I liked the Meetings and the Sex with some Man was great, but I also really like the Solo Experiences with my toys.
My first time with a Women was with her and after some starting difficulties the second time was great and since then our sex was and is always very good. I am completely a switch in the Bedroom. Especially with her I really like to be the dominant Role the most of the time. And we slowly experience together how much we want to do. But we are both very open and I think we are both not very vanilla :)
I also sometimes like to be the more submissive part and she is also very open to experiment in that direction and the stuff we did till now I think she also likes.
Well we officially got together 3 weeks ago and since then I always wanted to tell her everything about this side of me. She knew about my sexuality and that I only had experiences with men before since the early beginnings.
And she also knew that i had done drag a few times before because a female friend and I had decided to put me in drag a while ago.
But she didn't know anything about the part that I do Crossdressing regularly and about the Kink part
And then last night I asked her if she wanted to read in my diary where I had written everything about this part of me down.
This beautiful person (i am a lucky guy i know) reacted very open minded and lowkey not very shocked at all haha.
She doesn't care at all or think negative of the Crossdressing thing. She really liked the pictures i showed her of the time I did drag with my friend.
She also told me she's interested in seeing me dressed up and looking at some of the pictures I took over the years.
Yeah and to the sexual part she just told me she is very open to experiment with me in that direction also but doesn't know how she will think/feel about some things. But I am also not Sure how i will feel about doing it in Front of her or even with her. I think i could like it but dont know yet
So we will find it out togethter and I am really excited about it.
I am also soo relieved that she reacted so chilled and open minded. I didn't really was scared that she will reacted badly. I knew she's open and will love me no matter what but I was scared she will not really want to have anything to do with it.
I am happy that I dont have to feel like carrying secrets from her.
Yeah and now I am looking forward to keep exploring this thing together with her ♡
(Maybe sometimes I will show her this account)