u/johnny77higuys

So I’m going into my senior year, and I have never had a sexual interaction with a single woman the entire time being there. part of me loves it and part of me doesn’t. I’m basically a virgin as I’ve had sex only twice in high school, very bad at it since I’ve never really had a girlfriend or had even kissed someone until those two times happened. More of a pity sex kind of thing. Neither times did I cum even after trying to jerk off afterwards. Fast forward to college and I’ve been close like 2-3 ish times to potentially get laid but something usually happens and it falls through. I’m convinced this is some type of intervention that proves that my gay curious thoughts might be true and I’m just meant to be a bottom loser. I’ve always thought my dick never quite ‘grew up’ so to me it’s always been small. I think I might just make the 3 year streak 4 and just keep things as usual. Not sure, but like I said I’m 50/50 on liking and not liking this fact.