u/juicymagic23 — tumbrall

A quick introduction: I'm 21, and most of my dates are on Tinder. My age range makes me attracted to older guys, even up to 60.

The hidden twist only appears when I'm truly committed to the man I'm with.

It doesn't matter if it's the first, second, or third date. I admit I'm open-minded.

All plot twists have to be unexpected, so I do my part: I tell them that condoms are a must, that I'm not on hormonal birth control, and that I hate morning-after pills. I only say this to reinforce the hidden twist: I take the condom off with my own hands. I look into his eyes and see the agreement, his "yes, do it."

Reactions? Oh my God. I'm getting wet just writing this. When we text, we savor things twice. I remember so many moments of doing it, and their eyes so enamored with me, or the risky twists. The way his body starts to harden, the pace changes, and the desire and sex completely shift, and suddenly it's not just another casual sex, but AMAZING sex. Sex becomes unforgettable.

I won't lie, I worry about the consequences, but I'd be lying to myself if I said my fears were enough to make me stop doing it. My sex life has changed since I started doing it; it's more kinky and fun now, and guys love it, so why do it?