I was groped and touched several times by a family friend almost 3x my age a while ago and it was embarrassing and scary and also made me want more at the same time. I started to flash and chat with older guys on omegle and watch porn when I could. Now, I feel like I can’t have a normal relationship with a guy my age because I’m not that into them. I have a secret daddy kink and realize I’m mostly only attracted to men like 10 years older than me or more. My boyfriends have seemed so boring and like if I had sex with them they wouldn’t know what they’re doing. Also, from how I was raised, it still seems wrong to want to have sex so I have always said no.. but I secretly fantasize about an older guy raping me when I try to say no to him. I dress in cute core outfits exclusively and hope I attract a certain type of guy, but I don’t know how to. This is the first time I’m confessing all this. Showing my cute outfits because I can’t have nudes all over the internet 🫣