[f4a] Maledom, traditional gender roles, and patriarchy!
I've always been very sexually submissive. Mostly it's just sexual. But sometimes I do feel like part of it goes deeper. There’s a part of me that’s drawn, almost embarrassingly (actually, very embarrassingly) to male leadership outside the bedroom too. The idea of letting a man lead, of him taking charge in the fullness of our life together, not just behind closed doors…
There’s a lot that appeals to me about the idea beyond how much it turns me on. Maybe surrender comes with its own kind of freedom. It’s really romantic to think about trusting someone to make better decisions for me than I can make for myself. And I honestly really like the idea of being a housewife. I spend most of my time at home, and I'm shy, and I enjoy cooking and most housework. I'm not ready to leave my career for this stuff, but... it's fun to imagine I could :)
I'd really like to daydream about this kind of thing with some of you! Other women are especially welcome, I'd really love to make some subby friends!