34 [TF4A] - My ex just had a baby with her new bf while I've become so pathetic in the last 2 years
When I came out as trans with my now ex-girlfriend she was initially supportive but once the hormones started our relationship became more difficult. We were fighting more and the fact that I couldn't sexually satisfy her added to problems. We eventually decided to part ways and ended on good terms. It was super liberating in a way as I could finally transition without worrying about hurting anyone else, but also it kind of hurt that she had a new bf within 2 months while I was just trying to figure everything out lol.
I was at her baby shower last week and while I was so happy for her, I also kind of realized that in those 2 years she's been building a great relationship while I've been learning to give head and been taking creampies from strangers. I ended up going home with one of her old coworkers at that party and can't help but wonder what she thinks of me now