u/littleghostlygirl

Hi there! I'm Amanda :) I'm currently looking for a caregiver to call my own!

As I write this, I'm sitting in my soaked diaper. I know when I get home to get changed, I'm changing into a fresh one with no chance of going back into big-girl panties. I still own them... Of course... Though I haven't worn a pair in nearly 2 years! I am more on the DL side than the AB side, but I do love the humiliation of being belittled and in the right mindset, I absolutely can slip into littlespace! :D

I adore humiliation, and that extends from everything from bdsm to being forced into babyhood and everything inbetween. I think it's hot to have a Daddy/Mommy who's in control, who treat me like a baby, and I can't make decisions for myself. Babies don't really get choices... They have choices made for them! I am not diaper dependent (sadly,) and for the most part, don't use my diapers for messing (clean up suckssss! Not a limit or anything, it's fun, but I hate cleaning myself haha.)

To pull it back slightly from the kink, all of that comes with time and respect. I am sapio/demisexual, and it's a massive turn off dealing with idiots, haha. That and if I don't feel like I can trust you yet, I sure as shit ain't following your rules. All of that comes with trust <3 On both ends. I recognize CG's aren't impervious to emotion and have to deal with things too, and I want to be there for them as much as they are there for me. (I am not a switch, I'm a sub, but that doesn't mean I can't be there emotionally.)

I'm very open minded to kinks, my only real limits are: blood, scat (outside diapers,) disfiguration, furries, necrophilia, anddd vore.

The girl behind the kink:

I'm 30 years old, living in the Pacific Northwest of the United States! I am, some freaking how in this economy, dept free apart from my mortgage. I have a bachelors degree and my primary income is as a project manager for a large logistics company. I also own a small photography business and am an award winning published author! (I'm working to expand my writing to fully take over my income :D ) If I'm not at work, I'm usually writing, hah. It's a pashion, hobby, and a business for me :) I love to read & write (duhhh.) I love gaming (PC).

I have two cats I've raised since they were weaned. I am introverted and don't go out to bars or clubs or anything. I don't really drink or do drugs (I don't count caffeine,) though I'm not against either. I'd ironically be an 'ideal' person for most religions if I wasn't agnostic, lol. I am a very picky eater, unless I'm traveling (which I LOVE to do when I can, and try to have a big trip annually if I can.) I don't align with either major political party here, both are extrodinarily corrupt and anti-american. I do eventually also want kids!

I have a feeling these last two paragraphs are going to push away a lot of people, lol.

Let's see, what else do I need to talk about... you! My future daddy/mommy! I am willing to move for the right person. I am willing to send photos/videos and stuff ONCE we get to know each other. No, I don't mind if you wear as well, but I'm not a dom. Yes, I am open to poly if that's something you need/want (opens the door for cucking too :P ) I am on the west coast of the US, and I am open to all timezones, but I have a strong preference for someone similar-ish!

If we click, I'd like to move to Discord, I hateee reddit chat, it sucks!

If you made is this far, congratulations! You are probably only 1 of very few messages I'll get that actually DID read it all! :D If you made it this far, and still, for some freaking reason, want to chat with me, to adopt me and turn me into your perfect little baby girl... Shoot me a chat request :) And in that request... let's see, something fun... You just adopted me, you just brought me home, what are the first rules your enacting?

If you did send me a chat request, and didn't get a reply, it's probably because you missed a step :3

Cheeeers!

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Hello!

I'm Amanda. I'm 30 years young and looking for a caregiver to call my own :)

A bit about me and what I'm looking for: I've been apart of the ABDL community for (legally speaking,) totally only 12 years, though I've been a little and DL for longer. I knew from a young age I loved diapers, and can distinctly remember being the 'baby' when playing house as a kid. I didn't fully understand my impulses until puberty, and at that time, I did some research and found out about ABDL and it sort of all clicked.

For me, ABDL has both a sexual, and a nonsexual side. Diapers are absolutely a kink, but also on the same token, I do have a little space I get to rarely visit where I can let go of my adult worries. In that specific headspace, I am nonsexual. There's something great about being able to forget about being big, about being an adult, about work and life stresses and just enjoy silly cartoons and cuddling my stuffies.

Even outside little space, diapers are a big part of my life, I do genuinely enjoy them. I've been wearing 24/7 for 1.5 years, though sadly it's still a struggle at times which leads me to a bit of what I'm looking for.

I have a shy bladder which makes it tough to just relax and go potty, and I'd really really like help with that. It's lead to a host of difficulties for me in using diapers, though I've absolutely persevered and basically don't use the potty at all for #1. (#2 I use the potty, mostly because cleanup SUCKS.) If I can overcome that shy bladder, I know I can handle the rest :)

I find it... sad, to not have anyone to share with. I love wearing and filling my diapers, I love when I can get them super thick and squishy (pretty much only weekends, or maybe a weekday if I push it,) and I have no one to share with. No one who's proud of me, or equally as enthralled and excited as me. That feels like a shame. I don't mind sharing photos and stuff, though I do want to get to know you a bit first! I also don't mind if you too wear, but I am a sub, I'm not a dom or a switch!

On the more kinky side, I do love control! I love being belittled and treated like a baby. I love being talked down to and made to feel super little and humiliated, and to feel super dependent on my diapers (not only for going potty, but sexual gratification too!) I enjoy stuff like edging and orgasm denial (yes, I know that contradicts my previous statement... but come on! Babies don't make cummies :P If they do, it's certainly in their diapers! haha.) Cuckqueening is hot, bdsm (plastic pants with a lock? Yes please! Or even a jacket, or padded mits so I can't take off my diaper? Mmmmm <3) Orgasm corruption can be fun too... I have lots of fun with my magic wand, hah. You name a kink and I'm probably into it (except furry stuff, beastiality, blood, scat outside dips, dollification...)

Returning back to the adult world for a bit, as well as my full time career, I'm a published author! I have two pen names, one which writes the best abdl smut you've ever read, and another that writes epic fantasy :) I've won several awards for my books and even hosted panels and seminars for writing! My 'real' career—until I earn enough from writing—is project management, specifically in IT infrastructure and building architecture. I have a bachelors, I own my house and apart from my mortgage, don't have dept. I live in the Pacific Northwest, near Portland OR, and am fine with an online relationship or an IRL one to start. Either or will start online until we meet in person! I WILL move for the right person!

Keeping myself sane, I enjoying writing (Duh,) reading, gaming (PC), photography (I own a small wedding photography business, though my passion is in landscape photography,) cuddling with my 2 cats, chatting with friends, and watching/learning from videos. If I'm not working, I'm usually working on developing my books if not writing them, editing them, or working with critique partners/professional editors/artists/publishers for different projects. I love chatting writing and anything scientific. I love learning about the world around me and my thirst for information seems to never be satiated.

If it's not obvious, I AM sapiosexual, as well as Pansexual. I don't mind what you have in your pants—if you prefer to be called Mommy or Daddy—but I'd love to call you mine <3

If you are interested, shoot me a chat request! I put a lot of effort into this post, please meet me at least halfway. (Bonus points if you can correctly use an em dash! — Yes, I use them in my books and I will DIE on that hill before changing.) :)

Cheers!

— Amanda

Hello!

I'm Amanda. I'm 30 years young and looking for a caregiver to call my own :)

A bit about me and what I'm looking for: I've been apart of the ABDL community for (legally speaking,) totally only 12 years, though I've been a little and DL for longer. I knew from a young age I loved diapers, and can distinctly remember being the 'baby' when playing house as a kid. I didn't fully understand my impulses until puberty, and at that time, I did some research and found out about ABDL and it sort of all clicked.

For me, ABDL has both a sexual, and a nonsexual side. Diapers are absolutely a kink, but also on the same token, I do have a little space I get to rarely visit where I can let go of my adult worries. In that specific headspace, I am nonsexual. There's something great about being able to forget about being big, about being an adult, about work and life stresses and just enjoy silly cartoons and cuddling my stuffies.

Even outside little space, diapers are a big part of my life, I do genuinely enjoy them. I've been wearing 24/7 for 1.5 years, though sadly it's still a struggle at times which leads me to a bit of what I'm looking for.

I have a shy bladder which makes it tough to just relax and go potty, and I'd really really like help with that. It's lead to a host of difficulties for me in using diapers, though I've absolutely persevered and basically don't use the potty at all for #1. (#2 I use the potty, mostly because cleanup SUCKS.) If I can overcome that shy bladder, I know I can handle the rest :)

I find it... sad, to not have anyone to share with. I love wearing and filling my diapers, I love when I can get them super thick and squishy (pretty much only weekends, or maybe a weekday if I push it,) and I have no one to share with. No one who's proud of me, or equally as enthralled and excited as me. That feels like a shame. I don't mind sharing photos and stuff, though I do want to get to know you a bit first! I also don't mind if you too wear, but I am a sub, I'm not a dom or a switch!

On the more kinky side, I do love control! I love being belittled and treated like a baby. I love being talked down to and made to feel super little and humiliated, and to feel super dependent on my diapers (not only for going potty, but sexual gratification too!) I enjoy stuff like edging and orgasm denial (yes, I know that contradicts my previous statement... but come on! Babies don't make cummies :P If they do, it's certainly in their diapers! haha.) Cuckqueening is hot, bdsm (plastic pants with a lock? Yes please! Or even a jacket, or padded mits so I can't take off my diaper? Mmmmm <3) Orgasm corruption can be fun too... I have lots of fun with my magic wand, hah. You name a kink and I'm probably into it (except furry stuff, beastiality, blood, scat outside dips, dollification...)

Returning back to the adult world for a bit, as well as my full time career, I'm a published author! I have two pen names, one which writes the best abdl smut you've ever read, and another that writes epic fantasy :) I've won several awards for my books and even hosted panels and seminars for writing! My 'real' career—until I earn enough from writing—is project management, specifically in IT infrastructure and building architecture. I have a bachelors, I own my house and apart from my mortgage, don't have dept. I live in the Pacific Northwest, near Portland OR, and am fine with an online relationship or an IRL one to start. Either or will start online until we meet in person! I WILL move for the right person!

Keeping myself sane, I enjoying writing (Duh,) reading, gaming (PC), photography (I own a small wedding photography business, though my passion is in landscape photography,) cuddling with my 2 cats, chatting with friends, and watching/learning from videos. If I'm not working, I'm usually working on developing my books if not writing them, editing them, or working with critique partners/professional editors/artists/publishers for different projects. I love chatting writing and anything scientific. I love learning about the world around me and my thirst for information seems to never be satiated.

If it's not obvious, I AM sapiosexual, as well as Pansexual. I don't mind what you have in your pants—if you prefer to be called Mommy or Daddy—but I'd love to call you mine <3

If you are interested, shoot me a chat request! I put a lot of effort into this post, please meet me at least halfway. (Bonus points if you can correctly use an em dash! — Yes, I use them in my books and I will DIE on that hill before changing.) :)

Cheers!

\- Amanda