u/lolmey

I have just realised the centre of my entire sexuality revolves around one thing.

Betrayal.

I get turned on like nothing else by a woman judging two options, and 'betraying' the option they previously had something with.

But this gets dialed up to a level where I go fucking crazy when it comes in the form of a group of women deciding that 'another group' of men outside of their own is 'better' than their 'own group'** and turning away from their own group to the out group.

Betraying my identity.

Raceplay is a great example (which I'm open to), but whatever the -play is, I don't care if you manage to make it work.

I know in a past life I would have been the first girl to fuck a viking in my village (I've fantasised about it before falling asleep). But I'm not interested in playing a fictitious character and having you play one back. I want you to truly understand this dynamic and introduce yourself fully immersed in it, believing it sincerely, right from the start. I don't want to coach you through it, I want you to be leading it, highlighting our differences and what I can't help but feel or do because of your own group's superiority and mine's inferiority. The bigger the betrayal, the more taboo the two groups are, the hotter it is. I don't like being told 'it's right to do this', I want to be told that it's wrong and that I can't help but I still can't help but betray my group anyway.

You don't have to guess what these are - the last sentence in this post might help - but you're certainly more than welcome to take a guess at some other differences I might have with you. If you turn me on with this, doesn't that make it start to become real, anyway? I want you to know that if you manage to be the one that gets this, clicks with me, and tickles this side of my sexuality, you will not find another girl on here like me and we're going to be in contact for a long time.

I hope my post helps me find what I've been trying to discover about myself, finally.

xo

Emily (a 23 year old white girl from Australia.)

PS: AI = immediate ignore.

I have just realised the centre of my entire sexuality revolves around one thing.

Betrayal.

I get turned on like nothing else by a woman judging two options, and 'betraying' the option they previously had something with.

But this gets dialed up to a level where I go fucking crazy when it comes in the form of a group of women deciding that 'another group' of men outside of their own is 'better' than their 'own group'** and turning away from their own group to the out group.

Betraying my identity.

Raceplay is a great example (which I'm open to), but whatever the -play is, I don't care if you manage to make it work.

I know in a past life I would have been the first girl to fuck a viking in my village (I've fantasised about it before falling asleep). But I'm not interested in playing a fictitious character and having you play one back. I want you to truly understand this dynamic and introduce yourself fully immersed in it, believing it sincerely, right from the start. I don't want to coach you through it, I want you to be leading it, highlighting our differences and what I can't help but feel or do because of your own group's superiority and mine's inferiority. The bigger the betrayal, the more taboo the two groups are, the hotter it is. I don't like being told 'it's right to do this', I want to be told that it's wrong and that I can't help but I still can't help but betray my group anyway.

You don't have to guess what these are - the last sentence in this post might help - but you're certainly more than welcome to take a guess at some other differences I might have with you. If you turn me on with this, doesn't that make it start to become real, anyway? I want you to know that if you manage to be the one that gets this, clicks with me, and tickles this side of my sexuality, you will not find another girl on here like me and we're going to be in contact for a long time.

I hope my post helps me find what I've been trying to discover about myself, finally.

xo

Emily (a 23 year old white girl from Australia.)

PS: AI = immediate ignore.