Hi please recommend music!! I'm not too big on edm or hyper pop, More into trap, emo, alternative and R&B
Other activities suggestions would be cool too too. Just got me some orange juice and popsicles lol
Like, that bittersweet, heart finally open kinda vibe, or when you're too geeked and your voice sounds like you're on the come-up of a roll?
I miss her lol. I would give this all up for a night on ecstasy. And then probably go right back but who knows, maybe it'd heal my hurt
Hi I'm bored but not feeling like doing much. Just wondering if y'all have any show recs, channels, random topics to research. Preferably something either interesting or useful
Last shows I've loved were Skins and Game of Thrones. Thought Abt re-watching Bojack Horseman
Fuck ton of assignments due for finals, one is at 10 AM so can't put this off. Been smoking and moving at snail speed, I also am just physically tired yet restless. Would a small bump help or hurt me in this situation? I have only snorted it years ago when offered, always just smoked my stuff
The final will be a social hour of sorts so I want at least an hour of sleep
I work on these essay assignments NONSTOP between work and school and somehow I still haven't completed any of them.
I'll start to write, then go through and edit everything to perfection and realize I've gone way too deep on each point I make.
I've never had trouble writing essays (only initiating them). But I also wasn't smoking meth lmao.
I've been working on the one since the first day it was assigned and now I'm 2 weeks late. I just decided to sleep because I have to work tn, but that means I'm probably going to do the same thing again after my shift. :(
Any scholars who partake and have advice? If it's "don't do meth" then save your energy, I'm just trying to get through life rn
I can either pick up more ice (extra steps) or scoop some meds instead.
I have finals next week and a full weekend of work, like five essays I'm writing... I don't even want to keep doing this to myself, or go out of my way for a bag, but I'm trying to function and power through. I'm backed into a corner right now but that's for a different post.
If you have access to both, do you find that you go through less product? Smoking is my only ROA for ice, most of my cravings are just for the ritual
Update: I went for the first thing, waited an hour and a half, and drove home empty handed. Life is pain
I can tell myself all day/night that the evidence isn't there, it's all just my perception of myself. That people may know something's up, but not exactly what..
Yeah the first thing said when I visited family (been avoiding since relapse) was "you've lost so much weight. Is everything okay?"
I can't keep doing this. In a perfect world where I had zero obligations, maybe. But I'm walking a tightrope lately over thin ice (ha). I've already seen the road this takes me down, there's no happy medium for reasons I can't understand. I use it as self-medication and wind up worse than before. I'm reminded of an early philosophy about how guilt causes spiritual punishment, even if a person doesn't get caught they seek ramification for whatever they did. Helps to explain why I tear my skin apart and can't stop smoking once it hits a certain time of night.