I have been trying to cum hands free for years and particularly the last year or so. I have been steadily getting closer every night as I try it and last night I decided to get really high and I took 50 mg of a gummy and I was laying in bed and watching porn and I was getting really really close and then I started to like involuntarily squeeze down like I was like pushing really hard and all the sudden I shot a huge load of pre-cum and then every time I bear down. It felt really, really good and like I was about to explode and then about every three or four times I would shoot a huge another spurt of pre-cum and this went on for like 20 minutes.
Then this morning I woke up and I was still really horny because I never let myself come last night and this morning I started doing the same thing and I’m not high at all and I was able to produce the same thing. It’s almost so thin that it seems like urine, but if I touch it, it’s very stringy like pre-cum and I actually used a penis pump this morning and pumped it up and when it was pumped, my penis felt so good that I started squirting and I thought I was peeing inside the tube and then when I took the penis pump off, I like held a towel underneath it to catch cause I knew there was a lot of fluid in there, and I thought it was pee, but when it dumped out onto the towel. It was like a big thick glob of pre-cum and there was no urine in it and it didn’t smell bad and I tasted it and it tasted like pre-cum.
So I have no idea my having a hands-free orgasm is it piss? Is it cum? I’m so confused. Also is this bad for my prostate??