u/mallugirlhere

I got beaten and humiliated by my muslim parents, My trauma made me an internet slut. But one day someone asked me if I was a little, I went down a bdsm rabbit hole and ended up on discord servers. I started meeting a bunch of people and ended up starting my slut era online. I loved posting myself. I felt like I was taking back my sexuality and could choose when to be sexual. I started dressing more slutty. I bought a butt plug and would wear it without panties under my tiny skirts to college. I would masturbate in the bathroom between classes and take videos for my online friends haha. I felt powerful. When i decided I wanted to have sex again. I ended up getting raped again.

But this time it didn’t affect me as much. Ever since I’ve always loved posting myself. Last year I moved to my first flat alone after getting a job. Posting ass or titties and watching someone be inspired to post their own. I loved it. The freedom of being sexually seen with other people. Of being a slut and accepted for it. I now believe and hope everyone gets orgasms. Cause you all deserve them. And it’s funny because since I was born Muslim maybe if I never got 🍇ed I would never have as good of sex as I do now because then I would feel pressured to be this good girl and not have the been forced to break free beyond those social barriers. I’m grateful I got to see how freeing being a slut can be and at the end it was my trauma that led me here.