I just woke up. It’s Sunday so surely I’m going to lock in and study for my finals right? Noooo no way how could I do that? Some pretty goonettes just HAD TO leave yummy comments and DMs for me that would trigger me so good as soon as I woke up 🫠
Ive already talked about how hard it is being in college it makes me get sooo when whenever i see a cute girl my age with a big fat ass or fat tits. like i know im such a pervert but i just can’t help it 😵💫 i love watching cute girls shaking their asses on tiktok as if they don’t know that a bunch of pervs are saving their videos and gooning to them.. I can’t help but checkout girls in public.. 🫠🫠
God I don’t usually think about this but my ex (freshman year canon event) was soooo manipulative genuinely fuck her
anyways the part my horny goonette brain is fixating on is how she would win arguments. literally anytime I brought up a problem or we had any kind of issue she’d immediately kiss me or take off her shirt and let me touch her. Like I know I technically could have said no but what the fuck??? how am I supposed to say no to my then-girlfriend flashing me her tits??
Ugh anyways yeah pretty sure she’s one of the reasons I’m so bad
Like it’s impossible to do anything. Everything is just sooo triggering. All those girls walking around wearing almost nothing in spring. Don’t even get my started on the athletes with their toned bodies. Porn has literally ruined me so bad that I immediately get triggered from seeing a girl in yoga pants. And oh god if she bends in front of me. Like I’m supposed to not be such a perv they’re letting their guards down around me cause I’m also a girl but meanwhile I’m literally soaking my panties…
Going to class is so hard… like I wake up horny and have to touch myself and somehow have to peel my hands away and run to class without showering without properly dressing and just looking messy..
Having to act normal.. talk to my professors and laugh and smile all the while my brain is sooo foggy knowing full well my fingers were just inside me
Ughh there’s so much more but the more time I spend typing this the less my fingers are inside me god I’m so helpless