u/mildfemme

My girlfriend F30 and I F29 have been talking about our sexuality a lot recently, she’s much more into women than me, I’m much more straight down the centre bi. A lot of our dirty talk involves me getting fucked by a guy and her watching or not being involved at all. We’ve been fantasising about this for well over a year now, so we finally decide to try it.

I’m still super close with one of my exes and my girlfriend has always commented how hot he is. We often talk about him to get in the mood too. He has a 8’’ cock and is really athletic so 6 months ago we bought an 8 inch dildo and she’s role played being him a few times.

Anyway, my girlfriend and I were talking to him about our fantasy to involve a guy in our sex life, he was more than up for it. So we organised for me to go and “hang out” with him last night whilst my gf stayed at home. Things got hot and heavy as soon as I got there, I was supposed to call my gf as soon as the action started but about 5 mins after walking into his apartment, I was on my knees licking his cock. After another 5 mins of blowing him I called my gf and set the phone on the table next to the bed. We then had the loudest sex possible for the next 30 mins, I calling out his name, telling him I missed his cock so bad, saying my pussy is his, all whilst my gf listened and masturbated on the other end of the phone. I came so many times and I can’t remember the last time I was that wet, when he was close to cumming I asked my gf where he should cum. She said inside me, I came again when she said that. I told her to beg him to, she did, and then he came so hard. I rubbed his cum into my pussy and my gf asked me to come home right away.

When I walked through the door my gf was already on her knees, unknowingly replicating what I did for my ex. She then licked his cum out of me and made me cum for the last time that night.

So I have a real problem. I’m a personal trainer. Whenever I stretch someone out, or have to get even vaguely close to them, I start getting uncontrollably wet. I get so wet you can feel it through my gym shorts.

It doesn’t matter if I’m coaching a ripped 6’4’’ athlete, a nerdy college kid, a dancer or a mom. All I’m thinking about as my body is pressed against them is how good they would feel inside me. I’m sure people have noticed this, maybe they accidentally brush against my crotch or can just see it staining my shorts.

So many times I’ve had to rush home and fuck myself or my girlfriend just to relieve the pressure and desperation that has been building up for hours at work.

I’d never cross the boundary of sex and work, but I’ve had incredible sex after work just thinking about all of the people I’ve coached fucking me relentlessly. My girlfriend has no idea, on more than one occasion she’s joked about how the thing that turns me on the most is my job. She’s not wrong.

I’ve (F29) been with my girlfriend (F30) for 3 years now, we’re both bi, we mostly have “vanilla” sex but we occasionally have kinky sex (watching porn together and talking about having threesomes, fucking someone else in front of each other, being tied up) but I’m looking to do more in real life rather than just watching my kinks online.

I’m mainly turned on by introducing more people into our relationship, when we watch porn it’s often a gangbang or threesome, my girlfriend likes watching it but every time we talk about it the more I want to do it for real.

How do I bring this up to her?
What’s a safe way of dipping our toes into these types of kink and trying them out?

I feel like this confession isn’t as out there as most I read on here, but I’m desperate to share and I’m kind of hoping my boyfriend reads this so he knows what I do whilst I “work from home”…

My boyfriend and I often talk about sex we’ve had with with previous partners, we watch porn together and kind of cuck each other by saying how bad we want to do what we’re watching (often a threesome or a gangbang) and how hot the people are in the videos we watch.

A few months ago I found my old phone. I started looking through the photos and there were soo many nudes from my exes on there. I’d completely forgotten what they looked like naked and started getting uncontrollably wet. At the time my boyfriend was in the room with me, so I didn’t touch myself but I went through every single photo thinking about my exes cumming for me.

As soon as my boyfriend left, I got my dildo and fucked myself senseless. I was soaking wet by the time I started touching myself and as I went through all of the photos I quietly said my exes names as I fucked myself. I was thinking about each and every one of them fucking me whilst my boyfriend watched. I was getting hornier and hornier imagining letting them cum inside me as I had my boyfriend’s cock in my mouth.

Now, every time I work from home I spend the afternoon fucking myself to these pictures, I can’t stop.