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So, I'm a 18 Male bottom, and for me having sex without feeling guilty is kinda hard, so to feel better about it I like to talk first, like have a full normal conversation with the top, trying to be friends, I know it's a bit strange, but I don't know, it makes me feel better and also in case he wants to set something up again, but honestly I don't mind a few spicy conversations and pictures, but when he only thinks about it it's too annoying and I can't, I was talking to a Top recently and we were "friends" in his words, he only thought about sex and assumed everything about me and my habits (I'm a little chubby) and he swore he knew everything but like I put it aside because he has a very big and thick dick (that was the only reason since he was annoying and extremely ugly), until the day my cat died and I went to vent to him, he had the nerve to say "oh forget about it and come fuck me to feel better" I thought it was very disrespectful But I don't know, am I the weird one for not wanting someone who only talks dirty?