Trying to decide if I should get bred by a BBC Daddy this weekend!
So I’ve been raised my entire life to be straight. Christian background. I’ve always loved women. I’m 31 years old now and lately, for the past few years, I’ve been just craving BBC. I think it started in my 20s of watching weird porn. I’ve been told that that causes people to explore sexually and eventually seek out men.
In the last few years, I’ve been with a few men and it all changed when I started seeking out black men with BBC. The first time I ever kneeled in front of a BBC and started sucking, I knew it was different. I felt at home. But for years, I’ve never been able to take the leap of faith. I’ve been fucked by a couple black guys, but none bigger than 8 inches and it never lasted too long. I would get scared and ask them to stop.
Recently, I met a guy on a gay dating site. He’s black, 58, has a huge 9-10 inch BBC, and I’ve been totally aroused by him and the dialogue and photos we’ve shared. He is looking for someone to be an obedient son and I‘m looking for someone to be my Daddy. All I want to do is get fucked out, have my asshole gaping wide from how tight it is, and to experience this handless orgasm I keep hearing about. But I’m afraid.
Daddy says he’s not going to take no for an answer. That I better come prepared and that he‘s going to open me up wide. And I guess I’m scared that it’s going to wipe out the last remaining straight from me and make me BBC-addicted for the rest of my life. That’s exactly what I want to be but at the same time I have no idea how I’ll ever break it to my family and friends, of which I’ll lose them all.
Should I still go through with it? After my hole’s been widened, there’s really no going back. Thank you!