u/nri-wife96

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F29, Husband is 33, we live in Austin. Love travelling and have a lots of friends we travel with, and I love beach vacations, I enjoying being in m bikini and enjoy showing off, husband like me dressed nicely in Bikinis, but I kinda enjoy being like that in front of his friends.

And the fantasy for CNC
is just one of those friends taking me on the vacation.

I went of few dates with this guy 4 years ago, and this was right before I started dating my husband.
In those few dates I realized he is not looking for anything serious so it wasn't going to work between us. I moved on and was never in contact with him.
then 2 years later in one of friends outings my husband invited his friend from Tennis club who he is really good friends with. I never thought of mentioning the dating part as it was very brief less than 2 months 5ish dates.
And then slowly he was just part of more of our outings, sometimes vacations if its with more friends.

In one of our vacations, I let him get close to me and we ended up doing it, and since the he has asked me a few times and I havent refused as long as conditions were ideal

Married 2 years now dated 2 years before that, and I knew this friend of my husband all the while and it was never anything more than friendship, they are good friends so we all have been on couple of vacations together and it was always normal nothing was every different between us.
few weeks ago one of the weekends we were all hanging out few more friends and we were at a bar just chilling then we all were at home after just having one last drink, and my husband went upstairs to actually change and brush early I continued hanging out with his friend and I was finishing up some dishes in kitchen as we were both finishing our drink, and at one moment he was right behind be grabbing me and softly working his hands on my waist, I didnt stop him he continued until we heard my husband coming back down.
It was very intense, and I didnt stop him.