horrifying experience seeing moths and hearing drilling last night
Yesterday, i was a retard and didn’t measure how much m i put in my water. it was def way too much. i normally have a scale to measure a safe, lower dose but i figured id just roll pretty hard. and i did.
it was pretty fun until i tried to lay down to go to sleep, i began seeing some interesting closed eye visuals. they werent scary really at first. they began to get more intense, until all i would see when i closed my eyes were VIVID MOTHS, and eyes. i woke up my friend to ask what was happening and they told me i waa probably just really tired and needed to go to bed. i really haven’t been sleeping much but only took molly this one time. i saw patterns on her face which was kinda cool, other than that all i saw was moths moths moths in every surface.
we smoked a bowl and i got so freaked out when i looked in my weed container and all i saw was a pile of mini brown moths, not weed. we still smoked that shi tho 😭. anyways i started to hear super loud drilling in my ears, as well as occasional buzzing in my ears. it felt like pins were pricking my skin. i have never had such a scary experience with a hallucinogen ever. not even high high doses of mushrooms or acid had me anywhere near as freaked out as this did.
i went to bed though and thankfully all the hallucinations are gone and i already feel much much better. however, i have taken mdma many times in my life and have never experienced scary hallucinations like this, especially ones that start right before i was trying to sleep.
this is a reminder for everyone reading, please, KNOW HOW MUCH MOLLY YOURE TAKING AND DONT TAKE TOO MUCH. and make sure you get enough sleep. the roll itself was honestly great but it was NOT worth that. i have a concert coming up and i want to take molly but after that experience i am weary. going to do much less and be sleeping more often. everyone be safe please so this doesn’t happen to you, i wouldn’t have wished that on my worst enemy.