u/puppyygirl1

i have officially started my one month with no toys. it’s actually been much better than expected. i have learned i definitely don’t need the toys to cum, but i still miss them ofc. i’m on vacation for 5 more days and have this cute little room all to myself. it’s the perfect place to play and take pictures of myself. i want to play with myself lots since i have this privacy and it’s thrilling being in a new place. i’m lacking inspiration though. i would love ideas for things to try without my toys while i’m all alone to keep things fun.

i’m scared. when i discovered toys i never turned back and the idea of using my hands only when touching myself never seemed like the better option. now i find myself in a dilemma where using my hands doesn’t really make me feel much. i don’t know what i’m doing, so maybe it’s just that. but what if i trained myself to only be able to cum with vibrators? is this really bad?

my period started so i’m a mess, but i’m also home alone. i want nothing more than to feel something deep inside me. i’m too afraid to meet with someone so i’ll have to make due with my own dirty fantasies and pretend ☺️ there’s so much that i crave and think about, yet so little that i’ve ever tried. i love being choked and controlled. and i love being completely obsessed with someone.

i have the entire rest of the night to myself and just want to play with my toys. i’m patiently waiting for them to charge while scrolling and reading smutty posts 🥰 i’m so excited.