Upcoming first Hotwife experience - any advice??
Hi all - a bit of background. My wife and I have been together for over 15 years, married for over 10. In that time, we've gotten up to some stuff, including her having lots of online relationships with other guys (including sending explicit pics and vids), some light couple-couple stuff (hand stuff), several threesomes with other women (wife is bi), and a few years ago I had a brief relationship with another woman (all above board and with full consent) that included threesomes but also sex without my wife. We've often fantasized about the whole hotwife/cuckold dynamic (essentially since we started dating) but it really never went anywhere in the past. A couple months ago, again with my consent, my wife started sexting a friend of mine, with the goal of him helping her lingerie shop for a boudoir shoot she was going to do for my birthday. They texted a bunch and had a great time. They ended up going for a drink together and wound up making out in the bar bathroom. When she came home, she told me that she really wanted to fuck him. Anyway, all the logistics have been sorted (date, STD testing, etc.) and now she's going to go over to his house in June to fuck him. She wanted her first time to be without me (she really wants a MFM threesome later, but wanted to try this solo first). I'm logically OK with all of this (I'm not worried about our relationship, safety (big reason I was in favour of her doing this with a friend), or anything like that) - I think I'm mostly anxious about the unknowns. How will I feel about it? How will I feel while she's over there and I'm home alone (will put the kids to bed myself and then hang out here). How will I feel when she comes home? Should she take pics/vids to share or no? Anyway, I'm looking for a bit of advice from more experienced people about your first times, and what I can expect to feel, and any suggestions for things to do to make the experience as good as possible for all people involved. Thanks!