My post-fuck routine following each instance of cheating
I’ve cheated on my bf with about 50 other guys so far, and I’ll never stop as long as I can keep getting away with it. I see several of them regularly otherwise I’d rack up more. I’ve been caught twice after having been careless, but it’s now been several years since the last time he found out. I’ve done the whole song and dance of asking for forgiveness. He stays every time; I’m the breadwinner after all. I’m a strict bottom, and I love taking other guys raw. My bf barely fucks, and his dick is pretty small. So, I’m always on the prowl to get gaped by dudes who aren’t my guy.
Over the last couple of years, I’ve developed a routine of riding my large dildo pegged to the wall after I come home from a fuck, after being bred by a real man. I’ll apply the smallest amount of lube necessary to the head of my toy, and then I’ll use the guy’s cum as lube and ride that sucker to town. Love gaping myself out on that big toy after being seeded by a dude who’s easily more virile and sexy than my bf. I love it so much that I get off on the idea of rubbing their cum deep into the fabric of my hole’s walls by fucking myself on that dildo.
I never want myself, both physically and mentally — hell, even spiritually — to forget that I’m owned by other men, by guys who know how to fuck well and stretch my hole in all the right ways. I’m addicted to doing this. My man never checks my hole as it is. So easy to get away with. By the time I’m done riding my dildo poppered off my mind, their cum is nowhere to be drained. It’s literally a part of me, melded into my DNA, shoved so far up my ass.
I sincerely love to have my ass molded into the shape of another guy’s cock. I’ll send pics of my hole to them before and after riding it, letting them know I’ve gone to the greatest lengths possible to fuse with their load.
I’m entering dangerous territory now as I begin to tell some of them that I have a bf, that I’m cheating on him unbeknownst to him. Some guys have iced me out after mentioning this fact, but some have indulged me. Telling me that I need their cocks and their loads after they see a picture of me and my bf, saying they’ll “help” me. Based on that alone, they know that, while I’m a pussy for not breaking things off, I’m doing what needs to be done to get my fill since he isn’t putting out anyway.
Cheers to more loads buried deep in my ass, ready to be brushed into my walls by my toy afterwards.