u/riri_222 — tumbrall

ok im gonna put this in jot notes because everything is fogging
for context i am on seroquel
-went to rave on friday, i get drunk super fast. i had vodka. some girl offers me some crystal m and i licked it and it was extremely salty.
-i started feeling it, i could not think at all and completely forgot i would never do m for multiple reasons. i was basically near black out when i took it, i started feeling something but im not sure what it was since its difficult to roll on seroquel. but i definitely felt something
-an hour later i puked all liquid from bass of music being too overstimulating
-they got me to the couch, i began passing out from weakness and having my typical non epileptic seizure, taken out by paramedics
-in er i had extreme chest pain on my left side, my lungs felt suffocated and tight. they gave me a puffer, did a heart ultrasound, ecg, ct of my chest and head. only thing doctor said listening to my chest is that she heard a wheeze. i was given plenty of iv and sent home.
-became extremely depressed, my lucid dreams i have when i sleep became more prominent and i would wake up multiple times in the night with a cold sweat, unable to see and focus my eyes, very weak, almost took my life
-er on monday due to these chest cramps on my left side. felt like i was having a heart attack. they said it was an acute dystonia reaction. gave me ativan and pain meds and told me to immediately discontinue the seroquel , no mention of serotonin syndrome, i said i couldnt stop it cold turkey and waited to see my psych
-psych said it should not be causing any further interactions.
im in so much hell because i was too drunk to decline god knows what i took. this girl didnt even follow me on insta after,, my friend said she only dmed me to make sure i didnt snitch on her or something. drug screening wasnt positive for anything they tested.. so idk. i already have health issues being fully determined. i feel like im suffering, im so weak and in so much pain than before.