It's been a few months since I got out of a relationship and I'm itching to go to poundtown.
Story goes: I(23M) met an older woman in the gym and she opened me up to the world of kinky sex. We fucked before we started officially dating. The sex was good, fulfilling and just the perfect end to the night. Turns out she was already committed and was cheating on her boyfriend. I felt stupid for not figuring it out, its okay though shit happens and it's life.
Trouble is that nobody else is coming close to the level of intensity I've grown accustomed to. I can literally(not exaggerating) feel this animalistic side of myself that just wants to destroy a woman. Do it 30 times in one night.
Apart from being unable to find anyone to be this frank with, there is also the problem of wanting to focus on career ambitions and academics. I dont have time to develop and curate a relationship that might/might not open up to that kinda sex.
What should I do? Atp I'm so full of cum and raw carnal energy, I literally want to explode.