Kind of insecure as a future hotwife
Me (F23) and my boyfriend (M29) haven't gotten to cuckolding yet, but it's a kink we both share. His biggest kink is to go with me to a gloryhole and watch me in there.
However, my biggest insecurity with this kink is that I am terrified that he'll feel tempted to be with other women, since gloryholes are mostly present in swing houses. He says that he's strictly monogamous and won't want other women.
How do I feel less scared and insecure? This is my first time in a non-monogamous relationship. I never wanted one before because I don't want to share my partner with anyone, although I do have a hotwife kink (I never cheated on any of my previous partners, just to be clear. Despite my kink, I am perfectly able to stay in a faithful monogamous relationship).