This is what you are, aren't you!
You call it a miss happening, you say you didn't deserve to go through that... You say you didn't want that to happen... Yet every time whenever you think or talk about it you get wet like a pathetic dirty bitch... Wanting to feel that feeling again because that's the only thing That gets you off now..
Those marks all over your body just shows how much you love pain... And you wants to be marked by someone who can just collar you up and hold the leash tightly and firmly keeping you in your place... Giving you orders to obey... Controlling every bit of your life... Not only sexual part but the whole aspect of it every decision every move you make is nothing but his command that you are obeying... Just so you could called his good bitch....
Isn't that's what you really are... Deep down
Don't reject it show some bravery and give in to that feeling come to daddy let him see how desperate you are and daddy will make sure to train you to the fullest...