I was married for a long time - and even though I explored possibilities like this every now and then, it wasn't until she started fucking around that I really got curious about exploration. Now I'm pretty deep into the next marriage and I'm starting to feel that itch again. That notion that I want some excitement, some passion, some secret sharing of lives. On paper I'm very happy with my situation: kids are grown and the new partner is very devoted. But in the worst parts of my psyche I crave the secret connection. I don't want anyone to get hurt, so caution is always part of it, but I want to sneak a look at my phone, excited for the next message from you. I'm not looking to corrupt someone, but if you already have a touch of corruption and just want to share the inappropriate thoughts and feelings with someone else, I'd like to see if I could be that someone else. (I should note that inappropriate shouldn't just be sexual. I'm really talking about talking about the feelings I can't share with my partner, but would like to explore in some way.)
I'm mid 40s and still looking good. I'm not overly fit, but I can still wear all the same stuff I wore in college. I am EST, but work a pretty free schedule, so I can usually message throughout the day - so it's not just a little in the morning, little at night availability.
I'm not too worried about who you are except that I want us to click, exercise caution, and be able to communicate with reasonable frequency. I know you can't be my everything, nor can I be yours - but there's still enough leftover that I can make an impact in the right (other) life.