u/scarjq

So, I’ve been using for a little over a year now. I started with THC disposables, and honestly, the highs were way too intense for me. I was getting full-on CEVs (closed-eye visuals), time distortion, all that. Eventually, I started smoking daily and moved on to high-dose edibles—hitting like 90mg at a time. Before taking a 2-month T-break (tolerance break), I decided to try LSD. It was a pretty standard trip, nothing out of the ordinary. The weird part started when I came back from my detox. When I hit the weed again, I felt... nothing. Or rather, I just felt "flat" and totally disconnected from the high. It threw me off because I expected to get blasted since my tolerance was supposedly reset. I kept using anyway, even though it wasn't hitting like it used to. Then I dropped acid a second and third time, but the effects kept diminishing. Barely any visuals, zero cognitive "headspace." My senses were slightly heightened, but that was it. After those experiences, I just started feeling numb—completely disconnected, like I can’t even identify my own emotions anymore. Last weekend was the final straw. I cross-faded with weed and LSD, and get this: the more I smoked, the less I felt. I just got more "checked out." No visuals at all, meanwhile my buddy is hitting full-on ego death and flying through space. For me? Just more detachment. I’m pretty sure I’m dealing with depersonalization/derealization (DPDR). I definitely shouldn't have started doing this stuff at 16. I’ve gone cold turkey on everything now that I realize how bad it’s gotten. Do you guys think I can actually bounce back from this? Has anyone else felt this "flatness" and recovered?