u/scarrlett_says

I spend way too much time and money on dating apps that never fuckin work (partially because I'm an awkward pos) and selling myself online just to get some attention

It's beginning to get to me. It doesn't help that I'm a college student. I've got two roommates who are very sexually active and loud about it (i have to hear one of them get clapped every other fuckin night). All of my friends have partners, fwbs, "situationships", that they talk about. Meanwhile I've never even been kissed before.

I know there are other things to be worrying about. I've got a good job and I'm otherwise doing very well for myself but it is genuinely scary how much of my life I'm willing to throw away just for the chance to have sex just once.