A great solo session
Hi, I wanna begin by saying this is my first post here and if it doesn’t fit this space I’m sorry in advance.
About a week ago my (first) Daddy and I parted ways. For good reasons and amicably even if we’ve gone no contact. However, that separation quite broke me. Among several things I’ve learned just how submissive I am. And masturbating since that revelation has turned more and more into a pity party for myself.
Even so…tonight I was just doing very regular stuff (the emotional toll everything had made me want to stop from everything more complex for a little while) and anyhow I kinda got into this frenzy where I wanted more from myself. And at the end of my session I started shouting “thank you” several times (?). I have no idea what got into me then but for a little bit I was kinda subby to myself? I have no dominating bone in my body but this was…different sort of? And anyway as I was saying that phrase repeatedly I started laughing and I got so happy and I even feel good and warm right now, whereas usually I just go about my day or just go to sleep. I am giggling just thinking about it. I’m pretty sure this is a whole new area to explore for myself, I just wanted to share bc I feel good and hopeful just a little bit since things ended with him.
Thank you for reading, have a nice day everybody!