u/scottishsissynatalie

So ive been in a relationship for a while but for the past 3 years its been sexless, my partner suffers from some health issues which dosent help but at the same time has lost alot of weight due to it, to the point she is far too skinny and if im honest dont find her attractive, in my standard boy mode im a decent looking guy id say, but whenever i see an attractive girl i always think what if, but then i know i would never be able to please her properly which sends me straight back into a sissy mindset, which im fine with and came to accept, i know i cum far too fast, id happily snap my fingers and be limp dicked and fully feminized tomorrow if possible. I dont really know the point in this post but my life recently is stressfull and i needed somwhere to vent before i completely lose my mind 😕 sorry for talking nonsense but also thankyou if you managed to read the full thing xx

Ps. Also alot more i forgot to add… being cheated on by my current partner and being too afraid to leave because of circumstances etc,

Also i am a bit drunk and emotional, but if anyone wants to chat please pm me

So ive been doing anal for years and taking larger toys deep but recently ive stretched a little too much and now whenever i try anal, my ass lips have a really painful sting, it might be fissures but there is no blood which is good. Has anyone got any tips to cure or speed up the healing process ?