I am 32F latina living in the East Coast and i havent been with anyone since i was 21 due to a really bad relationship that made me feel very unsafe around relationships. Since then i have been to therapy and have recovered quite a lot but I never fully was able to be with someone else in a sexual way, not even kisses.
This whole time I felt i was undesirable as my body has aged and just having no one in a decade flirt or ask me out reinforced that. I genuinely felt my golden years had passed and i never got to live a good sexual life.
Until very recently, on a whim I posted my nudes on reddit and the responses i got were overwhelming. I felt so powerful knowing people were getting off of my body and was a massive boost to my self esteem. I love to tell people my fantasies and what i would do to them and knowing many times they cum just by my words or scenarios alone is great. Some people get hooked lol and love that too. Makes me think I could actually be a good lover and maybe the times hasnt passed.
I gen feel being a little slut on reddit has helped me heal some deep trauma I had and I am grateful for it. Maybe a weird confession but have nowhere else to say it.
Thanks reddit! Xoxo