u/secondwindincollege

I've been married to my husband for 16 years, and he's been everything a woman could ask for. He's a kind person, takes care of himself, goes to the gym, earns well, and is a great father to our son. We've always been loyal to each other.

Growing up, I never had the chance to go to college as my mom worked multiple jobs and my dad wasn't in the picture. I started working odd jobs as soon as I could to help my mom, and during my stint as a waitress I met my husband who used to visit the bar I worked at.

Now that our son has moved out to college after finishing school early, my husband motivated me to finally fulfill my long-standing dream of going to college and getting a degree. After a lot of hesitation on my end and persuasion on his, I decided to go for it.

I got into a decent place in a neighbouring state. My husband and I were overjoyed but also sad that we'll have to manage long distance. A month later, I packed my bags and moved into the dorm, my husband helped me get settled and left.

I had a roommate (20f) who lived a very different life from me. She showed up back to our room drunk every night, sometimes with guys she brought back from clubs. Over time, we got close and she used to share the details of her adventures with me and trusted me a lot.

A few months in, she started dating this guy who was not only strikingly handsome, but also built very well. I congratulated her and told her I'm glad she's found someone she deserved.

A few days later she called me to let me know he was gonna come over and it'll take a while for her to show up. I told her it's not a problem and I'll make him something to eat. I cooked up some pasta, and waited for him.

When he entered the room, I was awestruck. It was the first time that has happened to me. Looking at how tall and fit he was, with that perfect face made me feel things down there and I felt ashamed of myself.

Soon, he started flirting with me, and I had no idea what to do other than get wet. I, a 41 year old married mother of 1, was wet because a 20 something guy was flirting with me.

I couldn't believe it. Soon my roommate showed up, and she took over. When they went to their room, I listened to him make her moan the way I've never heard before. It didn't help my case.

Since then, every time. He'd show up he would flirt with me and I'd get wet. I pleasured myself to the thought of this man doing things to me my husband never did. It was a guilty pleasure.

One day, I was having some wine with my roommate. She brought up the fact that I got married so young and probably had no time to explore. I told her about my life and she called it kinda sad that my husband was my first and only.

She then surprised me by telling me her boyfriend is into me, as I'm the 'perfect milf'. I was visibly taken aback and told her no way would he choose someone like me. She told me they've fantasized about me and she's fine with him being with me if I want it.

To my surprise, instead of taking offence to the idea I told her I'll think about it.

I went to my room, pleasured myself to the thought, and decided to go through with it. I told her the same and the next day she told me he'd show up and she'll get late coming back from college.

It was like my life changed the next day. He saw parts of me I was always too shy to show my husband. He had me in positions I didn't know existed, and he was big enough to make me cum by penetration alone. He spread me open, bent me over the counter, had my legs on his shoulder, had me on all fours, and even taught me this position called pronebone.

I don't like giving head, but I won't be lying if I said I sucked the soul out of him until he finished on my face. We did it about 5-6 times throughout the day, and he finished in me 3 times, and twice on my face and in my mouth after asking me to keep my wedding ring on my tongue.

The only fear I had was getting pregnant. It was a safe day but again, he came a lot. My fear has turned real today as I have missed my period, and I'm too scared to take a pregnancy test.

If I'm pregnant I'll have to go home, fuck my husband, and tell him it's his. After all I've been through in life, this is the one thing I'm doing for myself.