u/shysoftie_xvi-i

Usually, I spend my weekends at home just relaxing and sometimes, I'd edge myself crazy the whole day and this weekend, I have fresh material to rub myself torturously slowly to~

So I've been texting this guy on Reddit for like a week now and I think I just might be fucked? 🙈 You see, whenever we would talk about whatever else, he makes me feel seen. It's like... It's as if he's staring right into my soul. I feel naked just by having him deduce my personality based on my favourite colours.

And when we got spicy during our conversation? Awh~ He made feel more naked than I already was irl 🫦He saw right through me. He knew exactly how needy I was and he said the things that hit me in just the right spots 😭

Well, he said we'd do it again today and we're 12 hours apart. It should be around dawn/early morning where he's at and hopefully he's gonna get up soon. (In fact, I can't wait for him to get uppp~ 😩) Ever since I finished my chores today, I've been smoking weed and denying myself, becoming crazier, dumber and hornier the closer it gets for him to wake up~ 🥵

I'm so wet and dumb right now I just had to post it here 😫

Hope you guys had/are going to have a great Saturday~ And stay edged 🤭

So a few days ago, I commented about an experience I had with my ex under someone else's post in a 🍇 kink sub. Basically, the OP was a girl who happened to have a 🍇 kink and she wanted to do spicy RP with her bf but she's worried if she'd get judged so I commented under her post and I thought I might as well post it here too hehe~

So it goes like this;

🍇 In my case with my ex, I just acted as if I was "pretty kinky and submissive" at first. And during the first few months, we'd play mini games like making stupid bets (where I'd likely lose) and whenever I inevitably lost, I'd tell him things like "ok, as your prize for winning the bet, I will endure whatever you want to put me through, as long as it's not too hurtful, in which case I'll say my safeword which is 'POTATOES!'" And he really LOVED it whenever he was "claiming" his prize.

And it wasn't too extreme at first. It was mostly just him teasing me 'a bit roughly' during foreplay and just name-callings and light spankings during sex. Maybe he'd get a bit forceful sometimes.

After easing him into the idea slowly like that, one day, I smoked weed and got super high, got into foreplay and just simply begged him to rape me. I told him how defenseless I was feeling and how much the thought of being taken advantage of in that state aroused me.

There's something important to do here. It's to set clear boundaries and make sure it's consensual. So I told him that as long as I didn't say the safeword, he should ignore no matter how much I say no, beg him to stop, or cry.

Needless to say, that was one of the hottest and most memorable sex. I kept begging him to stop while crying ugly but he simply ignored all my pleas and just raped the slut out of me. The next morning, I was like "hey, last night was pretty scary.. but.. pretty hot as well~ you wanna do it again sometimes?" and we did it a couple times more.

Of course, mutual consent is the most important here so I also told him that if at any point he felt uncomfortable being that much ruthless, he could say the safeword and we'd stop the act immediately. But he never said it once while we were dating. 🍇

<Not included in the original comment> He'd treat me like a princess during the day but the roles would be reversed at night; he'd become my Prince whereas I'd be reduced to just being his mere servant~ 🖤 He's a nice memory. We only broke up because he was "right person wrong time" for me. I miss him sometimes~ <Ends>

There you go! That's the confession! 🤭