u/tboypuppybottom

I miss my old dom so much right now. I’ve been messing around since i broke things off in February but it’s just not the same I can feel myself not even trying to love the same I’m just going through the motions for attention. I was right in breaking it off she didn’t wanna make things official after years and it was getting to me mentally I feel better mentally and I’m doing things I wanted to do but god do I miss her so much I miss her holding me us watching our shows me doing whatever she wanted (I do not want to do that with anyone else too) her praise omg her praise I could be excited about the dumbest thing and she’d still praise tf out of me I’d follow her anywhere I use to sit in her car while she was in class for hours I hate when ppl make me wait now I miss her but idk if things would ever change I’ve started changing for the better but I don’t know if she’ll see that but I want her to change too I miss her and love her so much

Hii so I need advice or hear if someone’s gone through this. So I’m 26 and I met this dom he’s 25, we met through gaming he instantly knew I was a sub. He helped me out of my toxic relationship and we grew close fast. I have a lot of mental issues and my ex wouldn’t date me bc of them and at this point I feel I agree. so when he asked me what we were I shot him down. I regret it tbh but i actually want to get better for him. He wants to help me still knowing i like sub head space like him deciding everything for me, can this help? i feel like it can a lot. Has anyone done this type of play? Pls gimme advice 🙏🏼(my ex was my only experience so far so I’m unsure how to go about things thank youuuuu love the subreddit this place is so cute and sweet 💝)