writing erotica is my new favorite way to ride the edge 💖
I've always enjoyed sharing my fantasies online, but this is probably the farthest I've gone. And fuck, do I feel like a wonderful, perfect slut for it 😇
Corruption is my favorite fantasy. No matter what I'm thinking about, I always keep coming back to the innocent, prudish young woman who thinks she's "better" than all those other sluts, only to have someone unlock her dark side and lure her in ✨️
Maybe she's a grade-A student who's always done everything right, only to realize she loves the thrill of being degraded for once
Maybe she's lured into a drunken night of risks by her sluttier friend, who enjoys watching her fall from purity just as much as the men who take her
Maybe she's a hyper-independant high achiever, but she can't resist of thrill of turning her brain off when a collar is around her neck and she feels owned
Maybe it's a rude comment that makes her wet, or a hand on the throat that weakens her knees, or a bold gesture in front of a crowd that makes her realize she loves being watched.
No matter what, she's tempted, and she learns how good it feels to misbehave. And after that, she's never the same again ✨️
I started writing out these elaborate fantasies, in all their dark, degrading, delicious detail. I realized how much I loved indulging them, how much I wanted the same thing: to turn my mind off, to be a freak, to want and be wanted in aggressive, selfish ways, to fuck like there's no consequence, to feel rough and desired and own, to act like the animal in heat that I am, that we all are when we're not pretending to be something else.
Now, it's my favorite way to spend an evening alone, to sink into my mind and write out all my most embarrassing and liberating fantasies for everyone to read. I can hardly keep from touching myself when I do it. Honestly, I usually do between sentences. But I never come, not until the end. I ride the thrill of the fantasy until the very end, no matter how long it takes 💖
I can't believe how much of a slut I feel like sharing all this. But I also know that I'm not going to stop. I'm going to be writing out my fantasies for a long time. It gets me off to know how many people have seen my horninest, messiest, most submissive self, and want to come along with me and see more ✨️
Just like my characters, I've been corrupted. And I love it so fucking much 🥰