u/theboiwhowantthechez

Got this stuff today for a little cheat day, I started around 7pm est it is now 10:33pm I finished up the whole .5 so im coming up so you better get this party started..

Got me a .5, I have the next 2 days off ive been clean off it for about 3 weeks now. Today (when I was sober) came to the realization that as long as i do this drug occasionally, dont leave my house when on it and keep myself in check. My plan is to smoke some tonight, then ask my fiance to hide it (she doesnt use meth) then in a month or 2 ill do it again for a lil bit. Also I have always been "different" when it comes to stimulant abuse. Most beleive stimulant abuse is one of the hardest addictions to shake. I have always felt like I was in control, like sure sometimes I do some tweaker shit like pawn shit I dont use anymore but at the end of the day like I come to my senses and come pay day I buy back most things. Besides a little sas when bouncing back it doesnt even effect my fiance, first off I am very lucky to have a women like my fiance in my life. All she really fucks with is weed, phycadelics, and on occasion coke. We actually met eachother becouse I hit her up and she came over when I was having a bad trip and she made it better. So what im saying with that is she is verry understanding. So the gist is my use here and there isnt hurting anyone I work a great job that doesnt piss test me so im chilling. Idk why I just felt like sharing all this. BTW I am pretty high rn so if this has bad grammar or spelling or just doesn't make sense my bad guys XD