if you asked my friends about my dating habits, it would trickle down to latinas and/or italian women. i’ve only been into women around my age, and of that ethnicity/race. but ever since my one-off date with a man — they’re also usually italian or jewish, and also around my age. I’ve been transfixed on a 47-year-old wasp.
i play into race-play with him (i’m indigenous). i do whatever he tells me and i have never been anyone that was frisky. i was actually a bit of a prude pre-him lol. in public if he wants his cock throated, i oblige. or if he wants to fuck my ass, i let him. if he wants to call me a bitch, i encourage it. every day — at work, with friends or simply alone — my thoughts are filled with things we have done and things we will do. i can’t stop thinking about him, i can’t stop fucking him.
he loves nutting in me as well, and i don’t stop him. he tells me he “can’t help it,” which i’m not sure if i believe or not. whenever i tell him not to cum in me, he just tells me to “shut the fuck up” while he holds me down and puts his seed in me.
i think i’m mostly addicted to his beautiful big pink dick. i love sucking and gagging on it. i love when my mouth is full of cock and my eyes are filled with tears — he looks down and asks if i like that “big white dick” and i have no way of answering but to give him a nod, then receive a slap shortly after.
he tells me what to do and i do it. i’ve always been in control in any relationship i’ve been in — sexually and emotionally. but not this one.
i am his slave, and i can’t stop myself. i’ve hidden him from my friends because i know how they’ll react. we’re both secrets as he’s relatively embarrassed to be having sex with a 21 year old, or so he says, and doesn’t want to inform his friends of my existence lol.