[F4M] Convincing my porn-director father to reluctantly let me be abused on camera
Despite the.. socially distasteful line of work you found yourself excelling in, you always did your best to be honest with us about your job. You did it to try and instill a sense of normalcy. To make sure we had a normal view of sex, that we didn't feel embarrassed about you, or ourselves. You explained ad nauseam how porn was normal, but didn't depict real life. How things like masturbation are okay as long as they're done in moderation. How we shouldn't look down on sex work. You really did have the best intentions in mind. But what a mistake you made.
You never would tell us the actual name of your business, or the titles of your videos. But a few searches of your name here, a few reverse image searches of your "friends" there.. and there was what can only be described as a treasure trove of EXTREME porn. From the very first second of the very first video, I was hooked.
WHITE GIRLS DESTROYED LIVE
PREGNANT WHORE ABUSED 2
WATCH HER SCREAM
There wasn't a video of yours that I didn't have in my rotation. Not a single title that didn't make me obsessively watch it at least a dozen times. Each one was somehow hotter, more extreme, and more addicting than the last. You had always told us how sex work wasn't to be looked down upon, but the exact moment I expressed interest in trying out the industry.. You were devastated. Heartbroken. You asked where you went wrong, if there was something you could have done different, if I didn't feel loved enough.. But I do! It's not like that at all! It's my adoration for you that makes me want to see what it's like. I want to see how you work. I want to see a real set. I want to meet my favorite actors!.. I want to be destroyed on camera.
I thought I actually permanently broke you when I told you that. I don't think I've ever felt worse in my life, seeing you so despondent. Now here we are. You standing in front of me with a final glimmer of hope in your eye, thinking maybe things are bad, maybe your daughter is really a demented whore, but you think surely I just mean I wanted to have really rough sex on camera. Maybe that wouldn't be so bad. Maybe that's something you could deal with. But, I grab your arm - "Dad, I want to cry. I want to scream. I. Want. Scars." I look up at you with the sincerest look I've ever given anyone in my life. I'm not asking for a nice car, or to go to a crazy expensive college, or asking for anything from you. "I just want to be in a video, Dad. Just one. I won't make it weird. Put me on the casting couch. Please."
I would really like the Dad to be very reluctant about this, or at least reluctantly enjoy it. I want him to be looking out for my best interests, and only doing this because I want to
Please send a continuation of the prompt with us in the studio and a kinklist. Please also send at least three paragraphs per response, I like long replies
Kinks: Extreme abuse, extreme bondage, pregnancy, very rough sex, being held underwater, being choked, slapping, painful nipple play, spanking, bruises, weird/interesting toys, unique punishments/tasks, being a dartboard or other humiliating/painful objects, being a gender traitor
Limits: Smells, scat, gore, feet, anything alien/monstery (Okay except tentacles)