u/yapyakyap

First story can be found under this link:

>Roommate's cock made me perform self-SPH
by u/yapyakyap in smallpenisstories

Months after my SPH/self-degradation sessions with my roommate, there were moments where I was still captivated by what had happened. Most days, I would masturbate to straight porn. But some days, the weight and taste of his beautiful cock, and how much good it felt to compare my penis to his cock, kept coming back into my mind.

However, I didn't really identify myself as bi-sexual, and was very much hesitant on finding new 'partners' through dating apps and such (still don't know whether I am for that matter). I just kept my urge suppressed...

...until one day on campus, I was alone with a classmate[20M] who I was not really acquainted with. I was aware that we took the same class, but never really hung around with him.

We were individually studying for our exams late into the night, on the same row of desks, separated by a few seats. I was busy minding my own business when he suddenly put one of his hands into his pants and started fumbling around in them. It was probably a habitual thing, like many guys probably do when they're alone. But it was enough to get my penis as hard as it could get.

I couldn't focus on my class material at all by then. My suppressed urge to degrade myself and help serve a superior cock came back all at once. I could already feel that my penis was leaking like a faucet. I NEEDED to see that cock and see if it was huge or not. My libido took over my mind and I decided I should take action and try to get something out of this moment.

I first put my hand into my pants as well and checked how wet I was. As soon as I put my fingers near the tip of my penis, it was leaking so much precum that its excess was dripping down through my fingers. It was all the proof that I needed this to happen.

I wiped my fingers inside of my underwear, took a deep breath, and said, "I can help you with that if you'd like."

He looked up from his laptop and asked, "Me?" I replied, "Yeah, I can see you."

There was a moment of silence. And then he said, "Lock the doors and come here."

I stood up from my seat, did as I was told. And as I walked towards him, I noticed that my sweatpants looked awkward as my little penis wasn't big enough to make a bulge. And I wondered whether my classmate would have a huge cock, just like my ex-roommate. With excitement, I sat next to him. I asked him, "The test must've stressed you out, right?" He didn't respond, but took his pants off and let his cock spring out.

When I first saw his cock, I was confused and couldn't tell whether it was big or not, because it was curved downwards. Of course, it was definitely bigger than my penis, I could tell that much; but I couldn't decide whether it was as big as my ex-roommate's. So I took my one hand on his cock... and quickly realized I would need both of my hands to jerk it properly. Yes, it was as big and uncircumcised but the red tip was poking out through the foreskin. And it was curved, which made it look sexy in a different way.

After giving the beautiful, curved cock a few jerks, I took my pants down as well. I wanted to serve the cock as best as I could. I wanted to show effort. I wanted him to know that a beta like me, with a leaking 5-inch penis, should do EVERYTHING to please his cock. So I pulled back my foreskin, took as much precum from my penis as I can with my fingers, and slathered it onto his penis.

"You're not circumcised?" He asked, while touching my penis with two fingers, like it was small. And it was, compared to his fucking cock. I moaned, because the way he handled my thing was so embarrassingly different than how I was holding his. And when he pulled my foreskin back and gave my head a few rubs with his index finger, I immediately came on his hands.

Normally, my excitement would have died out quickly after one ejaculation. But with such a beautiful cock in front of me, I felt horny enough to go on. And it gave me the courage to ask for what I want.

"Fuck, I love it when I get degraded... that's why I came so quick. Let me serve your huge cock now... Please, can I suck on it? I have a small penis, and I should make you feel good, because you have the bigger cock..." I said, voice whimpering and clingy.

He replied, "Suck my head and jerk me with your hands."

I nodded, pushed his desk away and kneeled in front of his seat, while he took my cum and put it all over his cock. I spread his legs open, grabbed his curved cock with both of my hands, and started licking on his tip. I gave the back of the head lots of attention, sticking out my tongue to focus on his sensitive areas. And slowly, I put his head inside my mouth.

Even though it was only the head, my mouth was too full to freely move my tongue around, but I tried as best as I could. I also had to move my two hands up and down his curved cock. I loved that it was curved, and different-looking from my ex-roommate's. I loved how much it was pulsing. And most of all, I loved that he was so much fucking bigger than me.

Minutes had passed but he seemed nowhere near coming. Even that turned me on so much. It felt like I was worshipping a proper alpha. He had a huge cock, and wouldn't cum in seconds. I had a small, girly penis and prematurely came all over his hands. That embarrassing contrast made my penis hard again.

So I decided, I should ask for permission... "I'm hard again, can you let me use one of my hands to jerk my penis?" He smirked and said, "No. You already came once and that's enough. I'm bigger than you, so just do what you're doing."

"Yes sir, sorry for asking..." My penis was leaking crazy again. He knew what he was doing. Fuck, he was denying me pleasure, just because I had the smaller penis. And I was enjoying that. I WANTED him to say that. And I wanted him to say MORE things like that.

So I decided to rebel a bit. I took my mouth off of his cock head, and lowered it to his balls. I started licking and sucking on them gently, while I moved one hand to the tip of his cock and started caressing it, while I used my other hand to jerk myself off with just two fingers.

He noticed that. "Do you always do that? You can't even use your full hand?"

"Usually I use my hand like everyone else... but your cock has me feeling so weak and pathetic like a bitch... that's why I'm using just my fingers. My penis is small and girly, and it gets wet like a girl too..." I replied. He didn't seem to care a lot in what I was saying. "Just start sucking my cock again."

"Yes, sir... fuck I'm so horny..." I took my mouth off his balls and moved back to his cock. And to 'punish' myself, I grabbed and slapped his cock onto my face a few times, just like I would see in a lot of BBC porn, before doing what I was told. FUCK, that was hot. My penis started pulsating like it was going to cum. I wanted to let out my weak semen. But I decided to listen to him like a good girl.

After a few minutes, he asked me, "Are you close to coming?" I nodded with his big, wet head inside my mouth. I was always close to coming ever since I started blowing him. He then said, "You can come now if you want. I'm close to cumming as well."

As soon as he said those words I knew what to do. Just like how I used to do with my ex-roommate, I stood up awkwardly, put my penis on his beautiful cock, and started frotting like crazy. I pulled my foreskin back, and made my penis head kiss his. It was all so slippery and wet, and the sensation was just too much; I came in ten seconds, moaning like a little girl, on his cock. This time my penis couldn't even let out a lot of semen; it just dribbled on his veins.

I was whimpering and shaking, when he took my hands where they belonged, and told me to start stroking again. I remembered that the huge cock never got to cum, and kneeled again to finish my job as a beta bitch. And when he said, "I'm coming now..." I took my mouth off his cock and let him spray his cum on my face. His load was THICK and it shot all over my face. I felt like a sissy slut, with hot cum slowly dripping down my face.

He reached inside his backpack and took out a small bag of tissues, and gave me some to clean myself. I did, and I offered to clean his cock for him, but he declined.

After we both cleaned up after ourselves, he left the room without saying anything. I tried to catch him after the test, but he never came to class.

First story can be found under this link:

>Roommate's cock made me perform self-SPH
by u/yapyakyap in smallpenisstories

Months after my SPH/self-degradation sessions with my roommate, there were moments where I was still captivated by what had happened. Most days, I would masturbate to straight porn. But some days, the weight and taste of his beautiful cock, and how much good it felt to compare my penis to his cock, kept coming back into my mind.

However, I didn't really identify myself as bi-sexual, and was very much hesitant on finding new 'partners' through dating apps and such (still don't know whether I am for that matter). I just kept my urge suppressed...

...until one day on campus, I was alone with a classmate[20M] who I was not really acquainted with. I was aware that we took the same class, but never really hung around with him.

We were individually studying for our exams late into the night, on the same row of desks, separated by a few seats. I was busy minding my own business when he suddenly put one of his hands into his pants and started fumbling around in them. It was probably a habitual thing, like many guys probably do when they're alone. But it was enough to get my penis as hard as it could get.

I couldn't focus on my class material at all by then. My suppressed urge to degrade myself and help serve a superior cock came back all at once. I could already feel that my penis was leaking like a faucet. I NEEDED to see that cock and see if it was huge or not. My libido took over my mind and I decided I should take action and try to get something out of this moment.

I first put my hand into my pants as well and checked how wet I was. As soon as I put my fingers near the tip of my penis, it was leaking so much precum that its excess was dripping down through my fingers. It was all the proof that I needed this to happen.

I wiped my fingers inside of my underwear, took a deep breath, and said, "I can help you with that if you'd like."

He looked up from his laptop and asked, "Me?" I replied, "Yeah, I can see you."

There was a moment of silence. And then he said, "Lock the doors and come here."

I stood up from my seat, did as I was told. And as I walked towards him, I noticed that my sweatpants looked awkward as my little penis wasn't big enough to make a bulge. And I wondered whether my classmate would have a huge cock, just like my ex-roommate. With excitement, I sat next to him. I asked him, "The test must've stressed you out, right?" He didn't respond, but took his pants off and let his cock spring out.

When I first saw his cock, I was confused and couldn't tell whether it was big or not, because it was curved downwards. Of course, it was definitely bigger than my penis, I could tell that much; but I couldn't decide whether it was as big as my ex-roommate's. So I took my one hand on his cock... and quickly realized I would need both of my hands to jerk it properly. Yes, it was as big and uncircumcised but the red tip was poking out through the foreskin. And it was curved, which made it look sexy in a different way.

After giving the beautiful, curved cock a few jerks, I took my pants down as well. I wanted to serve the cock as best as I could. I wanted to show effort. I wanted him to know that a beta like me, with a leaking 5-inch penis, should do EVERYTHING to please his cock. So I pulled back my foreskin, took as much precum from my penis as I can with my fingers, and slathered it onto his penis.

"You're not circumcised?" He asked, while touching my penis with two fingers, like it was small. And it was, compared to his fucking cock. I moaned, because the way he handled my thing was so embarrassingly different than how I was holding his. And when he pulled my foreskin back and gave my head a few rubs with his index finger, I immediately came on his hands.

Normally, my excitement would have died out quickly after one ejaculation. But with such a beautiful cock in front of me, I felt horny enough to go on. And it gave me the courage to ask for what I want.

"Fuck, I love it when I get degraded... that's why I came so quick. Let me serve your huge cock now... Please, can I suck on it? I have a small penis, and I should make you feel good, because you have the bigger cock..." I said, voice whimpering and clingy.

He replied, "Suck my head and jerk me with your hands."

I nodded, pushed his desk away and kneeled in front of his seat, while he took my cum and put it all over his cock. I spread his legs open, grabbed his curved cock with both of my hands, and started licking on his tip. I gave the back of the head lots of attention, sticking out my tongue to focus on his sensitive areas. And slowly, I put his head inside my mouth.

Even though it was only the head, my mouth was too full to freely move my tongue around, but I tried as best as I could. I also had to move my two hands up and down his curved cock. I loved that it was curved, and different-looking from my ex-roommate's. I loved how much it was pulsing. And most of all, I loved that he was so much fucking bigger than me.

Minutes had passed but he seemed nowhere near coming. Even that turned me on so much. It felt like I was worshipping a proper alpha. He had a huge cock, and wouldn't cum in seconds. I had a small, girly penis and prematurely came all over his hands. That embarrassing contrast made my penis hard again.

So I decided, I should ask for permission... "I'm hard again, can you let me use one of my hands to jerk my penis?" He smirked and said, "No. You already came once and that's enough. I'm bigger than you, so just do what you're doing."

"Yes sir, sorry for asking..." My penis was leaking crazy again. He knew what he was doing. Fuck, he was denying me pleasure, just because I had the smaller penis. And I was enjoying that. I WANTED him to say that. And I wanted him to say MORE things like that.

So I decided to rebel a bit. I took my mouth off of his cock head, and lowered it to his balls. I started licking and sucking on them gently, while I moved one hand to the tip of his cock and started caressing it, while I used my other hand to jerk myself off with just two fingers.

He noticed that. "Do you always do that? You can't even use your full hand?"

"Usually I use my hand like everyone else... but your cock has me feeling so weak and pathetic like a bitch... that's why I'm using just my fingers. My penis is small and girly, and it gets wet like a girl too..." I replied. He didn't seem to care a lot in what I was saying. "Just start sucking my cock again."

"Yes, sir... fuck I'm so horny..." I took my mouth off his balls and moved back to his cock. And to 'punish' myself, I grabbed and slapped his cock onto my face a few times, just like I would see in a lot of BBC porn, before doing what I was told. FUCK, that was hot. My penis started pulsating like it was going to cum. I wanted to let out my weak semen. But I decided to listen to him like a good girl.

After a few minutes, he asked me, "Are you close to coming?" I nodded with his big, wet head inside my mouth. I was always close to coming ever since I started blowing him. He then said, "You can come now if you want. I'm close to cumming as well."

As soon as he said those words I knew what to do. Just like how I used to do with my ex-roommate, I stood up awkwardly, put my penis on his beautiful cock, and started frotting like crazy. I pulled my foreskin back, and made my penis head kiss his. It was all so slippery and wet, and the sensation was just too much; I came in ten seconds, moaning like a little girl, on his cock. This time my penis couldn't even let out a lot of semen; it just dribbled on his veins.

I was whimpering and shaking, when he took my hands where they belonged, and told me to start stroking again. I remembered that the huge cock never got to cum, and kneeled again to finish my job as a beta bitch. And when he said, "I'm coming now..." I took my mouth off his cock and let him spray his cum on my face. His load was THICK and it shot all over my face. I felt like a sissy slut, with hot cum slowly dripping down my face.

He reached inside his backpack and took out a small bag of tissues, and gave me some to clean myself. I did, and I offered to clean his cock for him, but he declined.

After we both cleaned up after ourselves, he left the room without saying anything. I tried to catch him after the test, but he never came to class.

Disclaimer: A lot of bi-curious sexual activities.

A few years ago in college, I [20M] had a roommate [20M]. He had a stereotypical 'twink' build - lean, short, and somewhat feminine looking. Although we had vastly different lifestyles and never saw each other too much, we vibed well in rare occasions where the both of us were present.

One morning at the beginning of sharing the room, I saw him come out of the shower in a hurry and saw naked body. Despite him having an 'effeminate' body, he had a long, girthy cock that was just pretty.

Although I've never participated, or was ever intrigued in gay sex before, the mental image of his cock never really left my mind. Rather, it made me want to do something about it. It reminded me of my penis; it was never good enough for me. It was only 5 inches, and not too girthy. It didn't look masculine at all. And that thought really consumed me.

So the next occasion that I was with my roommate together, I casually tried to bring up dirty topics in our conversation. By then I was a virgin and so was he, so I brought up hot celebrities, sexual fantasies and such. My penis was throbbing and leaking so much precum already when nothing actually happened, or without any knowledge of where all this was leading.

I glanced at my roommate's crotch to see if any of this was turning him on as well. I was more than happy to see that he had a huge bulge in his sweatpants.

So I decided to make a move - I told him his cock was hard and started lightly stroking his thighs. I thought the move was subtle enough so that if the roommate did not like my approach, I could 'brush it off' like I was fooling around.

But the roommate didn't stop me. He only told me, "Yeah, my cock's getting really hard." I took that as an okay sign, and moved my hand towards his apparent bulge. He stayed silent until I put my hands around it, and he let out a sexual whimper.

Suddenly all of this became too real for me. I was very straight and never had gay thoughts or desires, but now I had a huge cock in my hand. I quickly let go and awkwardly told him that it's really big. He replied, "You're hard too." I nodded, and he started rubbing my bulge with his fingers.

By then, the pleasure of having someone else's hand touch my penis was overwhelmingly intense. I was frightened, excited, worried, and in bliss all at the same time. I had to stop him very soon because I was close to bursting all over, and I wanted the moment to last. So I offered to take off his pants to which he agreed.

And there it was, the cock that I've been fantasizing for a LONG time was right in front of my eyes, and it was perfect. It was a pale, uncut cock with a pink head, with two or three thick veins, pulsating visibly. The beautiful cock was thick and long. It smelled clean, and it looked clean. It was a perfect COCK. And without any thought, I started jerking it. I moved my hand up and down, gripping the cock like a reliable handle.

My roommate let out a soft moan and started helped me take my pants off too. And when he revealed my small, 5 inch penis, it was drooling with the most amount of precum I ever leaked in my life. He started jerking me off as well, but not with the same hand motion that I was using; because my cock wasn't as big, he was using only four fingers. Somehow this turned me on more; it felt as though my penis could never compare to his great cock. And without realizing, I burst onto his hand.

I was very confused, as SPH was never really my thing. And because I came, my libido died quickly and I realized I was holding a man's cock in my hand. But to reciprocate, I jerked his cock for three more minutes until he, too, came. And we awkwardly went into our rooms after, and didn't bring up the goon session.

A few days had passed and my libido was back. My lust grew over my 'guilt' of having given/received handjobs with another man. I NEEDED to put his perfect cock in my hands. So on a Friday, when I didn't have any classes and my roommate did, I placed myself in the living room, with my laptop open, and started watching porn. The idea was to get myself 'caught' watching porn so that we can continue what we were doing.

My plan worked. I had been watching porn for two hours when my roommate stepped into our house. He put down his backpack and approached me. "That girl looks fucking hot," he said. "Let's watch together." He sat beside me and we watched the porn together. By then, I was already hard and wet. I took off my pants, and showed him the stain that my penis made on my underwear. Two hours' worth of precum.

I don't know where I got the courage or audacity from, but I told him, "I was thinking of your cock for the last few days. I really want to give you a handjob. Thinking of your cock makes my penis like this." He nodded and took off his pants. And when he hung his half-erect cock in front of me, I instinctively knew what I had to do.

I started rubbing my wet, slippery penis all over his cock. I wanted to serve the cock, make it feel even better than what my penis has been feeling. I wanted to lube up his cock with my precum. And when I took my penis head onto his and started rubbing, we both let out loud moans. For two virgins, the pleasure was too much, and we came together in a matter of seconds.

After cleaning up, I told him, "I'm not gay, and I don't think I'll ever try anal. But what we do REALLY turns me on." He answered, "We should do this more often." So we did. Every moment when we were together, we would give each other handjobs and frot. This went on for weeks, until I had a new lust taking over my mind.

I wanted to suck his perfect COCK. So one day, in the middle of our goon session, I took my hand off his cock and put my mouth there. I licked the tip, which was already too big for my mouth, and tried to suck the entire shaft. I failed. The cock was just too thick.

My roommate was very much enjoying my blowjob. Although he looked surprised, he started moaning loudly. The best I could do was get my mouth halfway through his cock, and use my tongue to please him. And when my jaw started hurting, I let go of his cock, and I started saying things that I never thought I would say.

"Your cock is just too perfect. It makes me leak like a little bitch. Whenever we frot, I always cum first because your cock is just too fucking sexy. My penis just doesn't compare to your fucking cock. I love your cock, and I want to do anything you want me to do to please it." He looked even more surprised, but quickly adjusted and told me, "I want you to suck my balls, too."

I hurried over to his balls. His balls were worthy of his cock; they were heavy and hung, unlike my balls. I caressed them in my mouth, and used my tongue to swirl it around. He loved it, and I loved that I was serving a huge, beautiful cock. He told me he was going to cum, and I took my mouth to his cock. Without any hesitation, I drank every last shot of his precious cum, without realizing that I had already rubbed my penis off climax and let out a dribble of my semen.

Our goon sessions became a bit different afterwards. When I wanted to initiate, I would nibble at his crotch until it became fully hard. Only then was I allowed to take his pants down and blow him. I never asked him to blow me, and he never did; it just felt right that I be on my knees to slather my saliva and precum all over him. All the while I would engage myself in self-degradation, saying things like "My penis just can't compare to your cock. I want to please you as long as you like. With a cock like that, you can make me cum by just looking at it."

He, too, soon became comfortable with saying things like, "Does my cock make you fucking horny? Do you wish you had a big cock as well?" And he would less and less frequently finish me off by giving a handjob - it became normal that I jerk myself off at the same time he cums in my mouth. It felt one-sided and humiliating, but it just felt too good to walk away from.

A few months later, my roommate got a boyfriend. He thought he was straight before all this happened, but realized he was gay. To make this less complicated, he and I decided to go separate ways.

After he left, I tried to masturbate to gay porn and browse pictures of big, heavy cocks to relive the moment. But they never really did anything for me. I soon got myself a girlfriend and lost my virginity. I think it was just the sheer comparison of my roommate's cock and my penis that made me go feral.

I've never been lucky to recreate something like that with my girlfriends, and I'll be looking forward to it.