u/yournewg0d

I'm really interested in the idea of rules and punishments to be more submissive while also improving myself. Like only being allowed to orgasm if I make a man cum, or if i lose a certain amount of weight, stuff like that. I want to be the very best person and slut I can be. Some rules I've thought of so far:

-no shirt when alone in my room

-no cumming unless someone gives me permission or i lose a pound that week

-study 2 hours a day minimum (punishment if not)

-edge for 20 minutes before bed each night

-go outside once a day

As for punishments I dont have many ideas. I dont have any impact toys, I have a dildo (im not a fan of penetration though), a rose i LOVE, a ballgag, rope and handcuffs. My only idea so far is bodywriting as a punishment but thats not severe enough. If anyone has any rule or punishment suggestions please let me know!!!

My biggest sexual dream is to be completely broken and mindless, reduced only to my clit and the desire to serve. I want to be humiliated, shown off, degraded. I want to wear a collar so everyone knows how submissive I am. I want people to use me, wherever I am at the time, and to mock me for being such a slut, but I won't care because im helping them cum and thats all that matters.

I wish i could be tied up somewhere for days, weeks, however long it takes. id go in the way i am now, with aspirations, identity, goals. i want to struggle as people try to strip away anything human of me, i want to be denied everything from orgasms to food until i begin to cave. and slowly, painfully, i become more useful, more stupid, less human. That would be the dream