r/u_dizzyvictim

ive been more disinterested in conversations lately like idk its to hard i just want to be quiet and listen more and more so i paused my training plans and just stuck to watching porn and spirals and listening to fucked up girl file and loops and stuff also i got sad bc ill probably leave in 3 months not 2 but at least thats more prep time for bambi but idk maybe these files are making me depressed or maybe its work i just want to fade away or like suck cock maybe both idk im not v happy rn just empty and kinda horny and listening