27 yo aspiring sissy mental confusion
Hello to all.
It's the first time that i wrote here.
Since i was very young part of me fantasized about being a girl. I sucked just 2 cock since 2020. In 2021 i discovered sissy porn and by now i sucked at lest >25+ cocks, and swallowed 4 times. I've been in situation where i was at the center of 3 men, on my knees. From 1 year, i bought outfit, dildos and a cage.
But.... i'm not still able to let myself go. I have had girlfriend and i like sex with women. This side of me...i'm not able to understand if it's just a phase or i'm really addicted to cock. I've been fucked in the ass twice. The first one was a no-no but the second one was great. All this confused things just to say that i have a war inside me, between my male side and feminine(slutty?) side. Help my going trough this....i think that what really blocks me is the fear that, becoming a real sissy, could be very enjoyable for me.
Thank you.