u/1addictedgoonette

so as of recently, i can’t get horny by just myself. i mean i can get something going but it never really lasts. i get bored, in a way. i’ve only been able to get off to people getting horny to me. i don’t really have a desire to do anything sexual unless someone is watching, or listening to me. it turns on something in my brain, which is why i love posting audios so much. i can’t get enough of people saying they’ve came and edged to my voice and how depraved i make them feel. does this make me a vouyer? it would make sense if it did :3

i’ve seen mostly addicts older than me n it makes me kind of self-conscious that ppl my age aren’t thinking about rubbing themselves crazy every morning and night, but idk i could be wrong. i love pushing my limits and being a total slut online, edging constantly throughout the day, my pussy is constantly wet and drippy. my clit and nipples are sensitive 24/7, and ohh my god it triggers me every fucking timeeee.
i’m always thinking about clips and sounds of porn, scenarios of being fucked in places or teased in public, looking at people and wondering what they’d look like naked and what sounds they make while fucking themselves dumb… i wanna know how depraved they can get. i wanna know if they’re as addicted as i am. i wanna know if they wanna be as addicted as i am. i wanna know if they think it’s gross, or if it’s a secret that they’ve been denying themselves getting into, and i wanna help guide them deeper..
i feel so slutty thinking about all of this, going about my day per usual. being around people who shun porn and think it’s weird, while i’m gooning to it every night. my mind full of wet cocks and fat asses.. big tits and soaked pussies… i just can’t stop-
if anyone ever found out, i wonder if they’d be turned on and try to fuck me. i really hope they do.

i hope that one day, everyone around me knows im a freeuse cumslut and i have friends who i can fuck regularly. it’s such a triggering thought that i cant get out of my head. my addiction is driving me insane, and i wish i had ppl around me to help indulge in it with me. i wanna be corrupted foreverrr

(p.s., sorry if there’s any typos, im using one hand)

i hv audios i upload every so often, and i just went back to view how many plays it has an oh my god. instantly got a wave of horniness and i couldn’t stop myself from touching my clit and rubbing my tits. it gets me so wet and needy thinking about all those gooners and goonettes who listen to and enjoy them. i love the thought of people cumming to me. it makes edging 10x hotter, knowing there’s someone who’d love more of my sounds. someone who’s probably tugging their goon stick or pumping their goon slit to me. i’ve been developing so many new kinks recently from all of the edging ive been doing and i just keep finding more depraved kinks and my clit just keeps getting needier and needier. i love edging so much

idk if this is normal or not? but it’s to the point at times where i literallly cannot cum. like even if i wanted to. it’s frustrating sometimes but it’s giving me some sort of denial kink i think, and oml i am so here for it. i’m aching right now just getting flashbacks of last night. why am i so horny all the time now fmskfhwjd

i have panties on that keep rubbing my clit (as they usually do, lol) and it’s really making it hard to not touch myself rn. i’m still pent up from yesterday and ik if i start now ill have a hard time sleeping and i need the rest but fuckk i don’t think i can help myself.

not to hype myself up or anything rn but ive noticed how nice my body is shaped as of recently. idk if its bc ive been working out or if im just maturing but holy shit if there was a double of me i’d fuck it. makes me wanna please myself even more.

my tits and ass have gotten rounder and my thighs have been getting a little heavier, my waist is shrinking and i have a little bit of stomach but it fits so well with the rest of my body it’s like so perfect. i wanna go clubbing so im not the only one enjoying my body.

anyway,
back to the original topic. why does that keep happening? is that normal? am i doing something wrong?